It's not fun without u xP

2010-02-17T17:23:00.003+08:00

I'm gng to delete this blog,

but before I deactivate it, I think it should end w this episode.

You had me fooled, really well.

I thought whad happened to you during those days.

I thought you wouldn't be so irresponsible.

But I was wrong :)

Anw,

I've deleted your no.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Deleting ppl's no.'s always the last thing I always do in such times.

Bcuz it means I'm never coming back.

Goodbye.

I used to think days without talking to you torturous & miserable but now I'm looking forward to our 1st week without talking :D

Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

No, it only makes me get stronger & used to your absence :)

You msged but I've totally no intention to reply :)

When I leave, I never come back.

We're through.

SIBEI HONG AH.

2010-01-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

I realise I didn't really like you at all,

WHAT JOKE :D

I guessed I only liked you cuz you were frm TP,

HA,

HAHAHA :D

2010-01-06T18:33:00.002+08:00

Caught in a bad romance.

IMISSEDYOU, bad.

Whn will you talk to me & stop ignoring me anymore?

During chalet, I'll occasionally stop to sit alone & pout.

Tht's bcuz I miss you.

I regret being so cold to you last tym,

replying you 1word msges at times,

But I've started becoming eversince 2010 didn't I?

Like how I told you I'll be nice to you frm now on.

Now tht sch started for you I really wonder did you only talk to me for entertainment previously.

You told me ppl usu will be too busy to reply at chalet.

But yknw I'll ALWAYS reply you, no you don't knw so don't pretend.

I won't cry. :)

Why izzit hit & run cases for me everytime.

At school, work, camp.

Talk to me so nicely everytime thn run away fck.

2010-01-02T15:52:00.003+08:00

STOP IT.

I give up on you I tell you.

I feel like stop replying you altgth.

Sucker, boomer.

One day you can talk so sweetly,

the next day you behave like an asshole & keep pushing me to other guys.

WTF is that.

I hate trying to decode your thoughts.

I'm through w you, goodbye, go away.

Thanks,

for all your sweet nothings.

If I could've deleted all your msges, saving none, I believe you didn't really mean tht much either :)

You tell me you'll be sad, you'll heart pain, you want to spend the day w me, you'll always try your best to make me smile, sing for me, tell me a story when I'm sick, name a dog aft me [Cuz I asked if you name dogs aft ppl you like], that I'm a special someone to you, that you want to start your day w my sms.

KNOW WHAT,

WHATEVER. LOSER.

SIT AT A CORNER & SULK ALL YOU WANT. SUCKER.

2009-12-23T15:55:00.002+08:00

Back from camp! :-)

Slept for 17hours straight aft returning home

& ended up missing outing w the girls! :X

Camp was not bad but hate the showering part ttm.

( But only 2nd compared to TPRAWKS!♥

Missed KaiWen frm TP darn v.much somehow IDK why)

Somedays I'm SO irritated I don't even bother showering

Juz rinsed w water & I think I stinked.

3rd day played water war & GLs started playing w mud.

EEEEEEEEEEW I know.

I had some all arnd my whole body plz.

But highlight was when some of us ton the whole night ton the whole night to play mahjhong.

Like darn ironic plz.

Play mahjhong during religious camp :X

But the only 5 of us were survivors while the rest of the ppl in camp went to slp alrd.

4 were frm my Grp somemore, YAY!

2009-12-13T17:20:00.008+08:00

Deleted previous post cuz I realized I like you lesser than I thought :-)

Working @ G2000, J8 currently.
Really pathetically lil working hours like 4-8hours per day )-:
Somedays whn thr's lil customers they'll tell me to go home early somemore! )-:
but I'm fine for this month cuz I'm busy w voluntary work, outings & camp max );
Didn't even wanta work for dec initially so it's a bonus now I've managed to find one :-)
But I'm wondering what I should do tmrw since it's my off day + only have 1shift for voluntary work.
Initially I was DARN upset w working schedule on 1st day of work cuz I don't even have tym for friends, family & myself.
But now I think I'm working too lil, hmm.
Shall find 2nd job aft xmas whn voluntary work ends this xmas :-)
But I muz admit I'm still a green horn @ G2000, can't find stocks etc.
& I still feel DARN guilty for making customers wait SO LONG, get pissed & all )-:
I suck @ product info too! )-:
GAHHHHH.
Like DK how to do everyth! )-:
But still, I'll wish upon stars tonight for Sentosa to accept my application.
Plz, plz, plzzz )-:

&,
wishing upon stars are SO NOT childish ok! :-P

2009-12-07T13:29:00.002+08:00

“ Be careful what you wish for.

Because it might just come true.

But in a totally twisted and unfavorable way.

I had my fair share. ”

I am free everyday now.

I can sleep from 12am to 2pm.

I wished for it.

I got it.

Kinda very tired of the happenings recently.

Not physically but mentally.

I.NEED.TO.CHANGE.MY.EFFING.ATTITUDE

Let’s just hope LUGE Sentosa will accept me.

Really wish to work there SO VERY MUCH! :)

But anw, I feel like gng temple weekly to just sit there to meditate or whatsoever.

Enjoy the serenity there! ;D

I feel like doing voluntary & missionary work too.

In search of one now.

Should I do Salvation Army? :)

So maybe someday you’ll see me asking for donation on the streets! :D

I think I’ve changed to become more attached to religious stuff.

Because I realize,

there’s no other places like home :)

Where I ALWAYS seek refuge in when I encounter problems outside.

So well, maybe like the others say,

this incident could’ve been a blessing in disguise :)

I really hope so.

Should I go back to apologize?

But how do I muster that courage.

Sometimes, there are things in life which far surpasses money alone.

I finally understand.

2009-12-04T10:21:00.003+08:00

Been so hectic w work nowadays I’m so isolated from the cyber world );

Finally, tdy, I've got 30min usage of com.

Hrm, how pathetic can this get?!

'O's I still get to use 20min every now a day lor! );

Cuz

I only take off days whenever I'm gng out only.

I don't even take off days for myself to rest! );

Anw,

As a result, I didn’t check AFROGREEN’s blog/facebook grp to see thr was dinner on 27th!! );

I was working then lor!

Can TOTALLY kill myself for that );

No wonder I saw Sean & Wilson from TPRAWKS!! at ION Orchard that day! );

But I didn’t say hi though.

I juz lowered my head & walked away quickly :X

Shy mah :D

Will upload pictos someday ok! :D

Think I’m the last who haven’t even upload prom pictos, :X

2009-11-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

YAY,

outing for people from TPRAWKS!! nxt sat :D

Was almost leaping for joy when I saw this ok! 8-D

Missed TPRAWKS!! darn much :-(

Chong is attending TP RAWKS SENTOSA!!!! · Comment · · Invite guests

You like this.

Best days of my life

2009-11-20T14:19:00.006+08:00

Credits to Visual Centre

♥ TPRAWKS!!

Will update bout it day by day soon! ;D

Anw, tags replied !

My replies are in green, cuz yellow can't see );

But green reminds me of AFRO GREEN!♥ Hah!

JOLYN: EHEHEHEH YOU STILL MISS FLIPPER?!

colormylifecrazy@bs : Haha that tym. Only sometimes when I'm bored then I'll think of him :D

17 Oct 09, 16:17

Priscilla: Jie! here t give you a tag! Oh, and jiayou for your O's! <3

colormylifecrazy@bs : Haha thanks! It's 'O'ver now alrd, hurrah! Jiayou for your few more years in CCHY k!

2 Oct 09, 15:08

dbr: =p jk jk

2 Oct 09, 15:08

dbr: huh, but i tink she look lik one leh, how?

colormylifecrazy@bs : Actu hor, I really am lorhz, ); All photos face so big ); I GOT FAT FACE, I GOT FAT FACE! );

1 Oct 09, 16:06

JOLYN: anyway, THANKS

1 Oct 09, 16:06

JOLYN: walao, you dont look like pig at all la!

colormylifecrazy@bs : Welcome! :D I SO SO DO ); But in class picto don't look lik a pig. But look darn ugly );

19 Sep 09, 21:47

LILI!: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA FF! :]

colormylifecrazy@bs : YAY! Thanks FF! You wished me the MOST no. of tyms lor! LOL! ♥

15 Sep 09, 23:09

ELYN;D: MARMIEE! tagged {: it's been so longg since we've talked yarhs? JY for yr exams !! ;D loves from Nu'er {:

colormylifecrazy@bs : Thanks darl. nu'er. Yalor yalor ); Nvr talk to meeeee! ); Love you too!

7 Sep 09, 17:12

JOLYN: LMAO! HE IS SO NOT HANDSOME LA! and i mean that guy @ Escape

colormylifecrazy@bs : Haha ahya that tym can't see properly mahz :P

2009-11-12T00:22:00.003+08:00

'O' ver

Miss flipper );

Or that my heart's overly filled w void.

Either or :)

+ I really shouldn't be overly picky w my vacation job hur /:

2009-10-06T21:08:00.002+08:00

Gosh, sometimes I can be this careless.

Losing 12 out of 80 marks for AM P1 due to recklessness.

It's a good whole 1 grade please.

If this ever happen during 'O' lvl I'm SO GOING to kill you JiaHui.

JUST OPEN your god damn beady eyes.

2009-10-02T18:36:00.011+08:00

ONE TIME- Justin Bieber

Gosh, Justin Bieber's so young.
But nonetheless,
this song's love big time, swear! :D

2009-09-25T23:14:00.004+08:00

Just in time,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JOL. ;D

Alamak, I look lik pigs in ALL the photos, );
I wonder if it applies for my class photo as well, /:

2009-09-21T10:45:00.003+08:00

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time

Just when everyone thought it's going to be yet another short-lived infatuation.
I've proved it to be permanent.

I wanto work at ESCAPE & as a florist after 'O's!
:D

That day did not turn out the way I want to remember it.
So quit asking, TYVM.

2009-09-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

Feigning optimism is SO NOT my thing.
But you can see I've tried SO V.HARD already alright.
Still can't get over my sucky results just when I thought I'd );
English, was an utter disappointment
it was as though a sword pierced right through my heart,
just at the v.exact location enough to kill.
Heart pain ok.

I really tried my v.best this time,
& my best's only worth a 'C'?

You suck okay Jiahui, just go die.

2009-09-17T18:05:00.003+08:00

Sad, yes.
Disappointment a whole deck lot.
Silent tears.
None saw.

But I picked myself up once again,
& I'm on the go once again, ;D
Optimism is really awesome! ;D
Though this faith had failed me time and again,
I'll keep holding on,
cling on to even the dimmest ray of hope.

2009-09-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

OMG*

GUESS WHAT.

OKAY, DON’T BOTHER GUESSING.

MY PHONE WOKE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ;D

From its previous coma state.

Ain’t this zooming amazinggg ;D

Totally proud of you phone,

for surviving ystd’s drown in dirty water*

All information intact some more, YAY ;D

YOU’RE THE BRAVEST & MOST DETERMINED PHONE EVEREVER, :D

2009-09-10T18:32:00.004+08:00

MY PHONE’S OFFICIALLY DEAD );

It was still struggling just now! );

It was entirely my fault I dropped it into water though );

JYan, JYan now your phone’s wifey’s dead alrd );

No more couple phones );

My phone’s screen’s yellow when you attempt to switch it on.

I do like yellow alot,

but not in this circumstance la! );

Does anyone have a spare phone to lend,

pleaseeeeeeeeeee? ;D

*BE EXTREMELY POLITE*

Or you see your calender?

Uh huh ;D

A few more days only :D

K la ain’t so think skinned lor,

shall just borrow a spare phone from, somebody,

anybody. :D

But many people’s phones are spoilt recently too );

HOWHOW.

Now I can’t inform people I’m going to be late.

So does that means I’ll hafta be punctual for every meeting?

That sounds terrible );

HAHAHAH, not that being punctual’s a bad thing but for me it’s.

‘Cos late’s the new punctual :D

& punctual’s the new late, see.

Faster get well soon k phone.

I wanto see a miracle tmrw I wake up :D

I’ll pray for you to jump back to death ;D

I'll be waiting :D

Cos there's nothing else I can do );

( Wlau, my hair've been so disgusting for the whole day lor); Angry leh wlau ); )

& happy 19th birthday Yvonne ;D

Loveyou,

love your birthday celebration venue,

Love ESCAPE,

See my main point I'm driving at?

Hahahah,

WHAT LOR ;P

Anw, sent her the bday wishing at 09.09am at 09.09.09 :D

So cool right! :D

I like your birthday Yvonne! :D

As the world(flipper) keeps spinning round,

you hold me right here right now.

2009-09-08T20:06:00.008+08:00

Nice song ;D

To the maximum ;D

I finally realized,

happiness, like success,

is not a matter of chance,

nor should be awaited for,

but have to be pursued ;D

2009-09-07T09:23:00.005+08:00

HELLO FLIPPER(S) ;D

Everyone's called flipper from now on, hahahah :D

+ I've a liking to call people by their sir name now, hahah. :D

Celebrated Zheng's bday at ESCAPE w Cheong, Aw, Chia, Chen, Lim, Teng :D

Was late(as per usual),

so next tym when you date me, tell me a tym 30min before the actual tym k. ;D

& thought of not going cos I was super tireddd );

But,

Now I don't regret going anymore.

EVERYONE knows why :D

Though I was screaming even in kiddy rides at the first part,

& everyone was laughing at my high-pitched scream );

I even screamed before the ride even start to move );

But now imma brave girl alrd,

rightttttttttt? ;D

Only started to shut up while playing Wet & Wild cos they told me I can't scream else the water will get into my mouth );

Hahah.

But Wet & Wild's SUPER ADDICTIVE like FLIPPER okay, hahah :P

LET'S GO ESCAPE AGAIN SOMETIME SOON OK! ;D

19 SEPT WILL BE A BRILLIANT DATE ;D

A DATE W FLIPPER WILL BE AN AWESOME PRESENT,

HAHAHAH. :D

Ps. I hope your wounds will heal soon k Teng,

& yesyes, to you,

most imptly,

no scars ;D

2009-09-04T14:40:00.010+08:00

Scream it out loud ;

PRELIM2'S OVER.

!!!

Now's just left w 'O's but I hope 26/10 never arrives, hahah :D

Increased bet w dad to 12pts{initial target},

10 pt's seriously unattainable for prelim2,

at least for me, that is.

But for that increment,

dad forbids me to buy iphone 3GS even if I fork out my own money );

Upset alright! D:

Totally ♥ the phone to bits ever since trying it out in phone shop );

somehow I ALWAYS am unable to complete my humanities paper.

Why ah? );

Humanities impt lei );

Anw, let's just hope for a B3 for my geog k!

Cos I totally trashed my combined humans & allowed it to die a slow painful death,

hahahah.

Anw anw! ,

Prettyyy right :D

Prettiest yellow gadget I've ever seen! ;D

Mayb I swaku la k.

So gna save up $ to buy'em by dec ;D;D

*kaching kaching*

$.$

Ohoh!

+ I'm in love, I'm in love!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love w

KEVIN CHENG ♥♥♥

Handsomeee right?

VERY!

Gna watch 《烈火雄心3》w parents later at night :D

Ogle at him la, wht else.

Haven't been able to concentrate on revisions ever since my parents started watching e serial );

So if I don't do well for my prelim2 you knw who to blame,

hahahah,

no la jk.

Like him cos he's handsome(duh! Tht goes without saying)

he's SUPERSUPER ULTRA MEGA GIGA SWEEEET to e female protagonist ;D

He's V.V.VERYYY SWEET to e female protagonist in 《Yummy Yummy》too.

Envy the female protagonists much*

Told some people that I have been thinking bout him during my AM P2 );

Not too gd to hallucinate huh.

P.s Mom's extraordinary cranky nowadays. So much so I can't stand her. Arfgh.

I'm super into rose prints, somehow.

BEAUTY-FULL! (Y)

2009-08-31T17:55:00.003+08:00

Pray for a miracle.

For thr's NO WAY I'm ever gna get my $100 back );

'You are Not Alone' by MJ should be played as accompaniment in e background.

I've finally detected

F-E-A-R,

true fear

in myself.

2009-08-27T18:15:00.006+08:00

- Wishes Sandra happy 16th Birthday! ;D

-Registration for TP Rawk's confirmed alrd, yay! :D

- Thought today's E.Maths Paper2 was tough :X

- Is short of money );

- Has yet to receive confirmation for SCM );

- Is pleased w her prelim2 eng essay! ;D

- Hopes to pass A.Maths Paper1 w at least 50marks! D:

- Hopes to lose weight to 40.5kg !!!

2009-08-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

This is how ystd left me, no hope, no love, no glory.

To top it off, I was SO EMBARRASSING ystd.

Quit probing.

2009-08-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

A battle I can never afford to lose.

W my pride and money at stake,

hell no.

I started off w at a disadvantageous position.

Everyone else dashing so far ahead of me,

I couldn’t even detect their presence.

That’s how far I’m lagging behind.

But I wholly believe in th saying :

Play for more than you can afford to lose,

& you’ll learn how to play the game(well).

It’s not just abt playing the game,

it’s abt learning the rules of the game by heart,

& outplaying all other participants.

So I casually discarded $100.

Told me parents to take’em if I don’t reach my target for prelim2,

which I’ve increased to 10pts for L1R5.

I didn’t ask for anyth if I score within my target though,

I’ll just get my $100 back.

This is how DESPERATE I really am.

Show me,

I can be a black horse.

Belittle me however much you want,

But I hope someday I’ll be a black horse no one hav ever expected,

& outrun those red horses.

I’ll cease to exist till aft prelim2.

I’ve told my parents to charge me $1 per min of com usage.

Hope I just don’t end up sleeping, LMAO.

Prelim Sci practical started me off w a wrong foot tdy.

Hafta score 85% accuracy in theory to get A1 );

But ah well, I’m still pretty traumatized by how challenging a sci practical could get.

But now main’s focus’ still to bang on my theory :D

Eng ain’t any better either D:

Oral totally deprived me of any presentable grades D:

But I’ll still aim for the moon,

so even if I fall,

I’ll still hit the stars :D

But of course not so unrealistic to aim for an 'A' la duh.

A ‘B’ for Eng now will shoot me all th way to th moon alrd! :D

2009-08-02T11:54:00.004+08:00

I realized,

MUCH to my pleasant surprise,

it’s NOT required for me to include my humanities in L1R2B2 for entry to TP Hospitality & Tourism Management !! :D

And all these while I’ve been thinking it’s imperative, so all my previous worries were redundant!

LMAO.

It only stated in the entry requirements that I must’ve sat for at least one of the listed humanities, L0l.

Great news, yeah, definitely! :)

(Y)(Y)(Y)!

& I managed to fare within my target for prelim1 ! :D

(Much to my astonishment)

But of course, HAPPY LAH, duh.

Still, I think for my subj combi, it’s still considered bad D:

Gna aim for 12 pt for prelim2 ! :D

It’s arnd halfway btwn my target for ‘O’s & my actual results for Prelim1 :)

2009-07-17T19:46:00.007+08:00

Was randomly chosen to do PISA thing tdy :)

It was really cool alright! ;D

Everyone's booklet's specially personalized so everyone did diff qns :)

Mine was mre inclined towards eng I suppose which was (Y)

Can't imagine doing those maths/science one D:

Either way, even if I get'em, reckon I'll still anyhow do ;P

Anw,

I wished for fever to be brought on,

but instead I got cramps,

pretty bad D:

I don't get it often but IDK why I hav it this tym round );

{edit/}

Realised it's gastric, not cramp :X

Desperately in need of a change in blogskin D:

2009-07-16T15:46:00.006+08:00

Every paper came slapping back at me.

No one's going to pity me.

I well, smack right in the face, deserve it.

I'm losing my touch.

If what I was experiencing was a fantasy,

I've woke up from my big idea.

I ain't imperishable.

Walked home from Yishun mrt to Sembw.

Spare me from the crowd.

Feel lik absenting myself from school tmrw.

Please, grant me a fever.

It's really that bad.

2009-07-08T18:41:00.005+08:00

Today's Chinese Oral was

OKAY! :D

Super exhilarated alright!

Say goodbye to chinese now! ;D

I'm smirking now while chi news' playing in the background,

cos I don't hafta care abt the news anymore! ;P

On the way home,

I started to procrastinate.

I might still not do well,

my grp was filled w many really eloquent speakers,

gah.

I might still seem dull among'em, bright, sparkling stars );

Anw,

SCREW AM Paper 1.

Attempting it was hella tormenting.

But apparently it was just me.

Others found it easy,

OH GREAT. {note sarcasm}

Now you suck lik a huger lollipop jiahui.

Aiming for L1R5 equal or less thn 25.

Relatively realistic yeah.

Doubt I'll even be able to reach my target though D:

2009-07-07T19:55:00.004+08:00

0164.

Either I make it or break it.

Do or die.

Yeah, the no. above's my 'O' Lvl index no. this year D:

Ain't auspicious, I know.

It means die all the way if you read it in chinese.

URFGH.

Chi 'O' Lvl Oral tmrw.

Much dreaded.

2009-07-03T20:26:00.004+08:00

My pursue of perfection drove me to my grave.

Over and over again, I edited my essay

trying to perfect it to the very last detail.

But I ended up unable to finish writing my essay, w a word count of only 100+.

This was th 2nd time in hist. I was unable to complete my essay.

Th 1st para was merely on description of weather, totally irrelevant to topic :X

Ms Lin's eyes almost popped out in disbelief when I submitted my essay,

such short length was unacceptable.

Good job uh, jiahui.

You suck like a huge lollipop.

L1R5 for Prelim1's gna be>20.

But,

I reckon I learnt alot today.

If I had just wrote a simple essay lik the rest,

I would've passed,

even if it ain't the best of scores,

it'd still hav been better than a single digit for essay );

Hoping against hope that I'd still get a B4 for Eng if I'm lucky enough.

But I know I've never been this lucky.

What if my chances are already gone?

2009-06-22T22:08:00.008+08:00

{Edited/}

Scared? LMAO.

Drag me to hell w Dbr, San. & HQ as reward aft studying at Bishan lib :)

The female lead looked really cutez! ;D

The ending was relatively sad though );

& the guy was reaaally sweet it just melts your heart lik a tub of defrost ice-cream.

I could still rmb their conversation.

It went smth lik this :

Boyf: I paid the guy.

Girlf: *astounded face* I thought you don't believe in such things?

Boyf: I don't knw what I believe in anymore, but I knw you believe. These few days had been hard on you & I knw you've been traumatized. This was what I could do to alleviate this stress upon you. If this was what I could do to help you, I'd do :) I still rmb the day I fell in love w you I promised to take care of you and protect you. And this is what I can do to protect you.

Girlf: *Ogles at guy* Whoa, you remembered the day you fell in love w me?

Boyf: I remembered the explicit second I fell in love w you.

SWEEEEET.

Definitely sweeter than any other artificially flavored candy you've ever tasted.

Horror element depends on how well you can take it :)

I found it pretty much alright,

probably because I could und. and relate to the old woman’s rationale for casting a spell on the female lead now that I think of it.

There’s bound to be things in life which you deem so important and significant {be it family, friends, career, love, money etc.} you will use your whole life to protect.

{even though sometimes it could even be the least significant of things others could never understand why you valued it so much}

If anyone declines/deprive you of’em, you’ll wanto giv’em hell.

Isn’t that right?

Even till the day you die, you’ll still bring this resentment to your grave and swear to come back and haunt that person, giv them a piece of hell.

I would too.

Honestly, everyone would.

But if you’re spooked out halfway through the movie/ any horror movies,

try spotting humorous elements so you won’t be so freaked out :)

Either through absurd ways the supernatural behaves or how fake they look, L0l.

One missed call’s looked reaaally fake I just went LMAO whenever the ghost appeared.

Really good horror films don’t insert any humor though D:

But it’s ok if you’re intending to watch drag me to hell, cos I think there’s quite abit of humor :)

Even if there isn’t, just focus on the romance btwn the protagonists.

They’re so sweet a couple you’ll forget all the chills.

2009-06-17T22:02:00.006+08:00

KunYang's 16th Birthday party :)

Photos grabbed from FB.

Credits to whoever the photographer is :)

I swear I'm so gna rent a condo to live in whn I grow up! ;D

It'd be really nice to sit by the swimming pool at night :)

If you asked me I'd follow,

But for now I'll just pretend.

2009-06-12T18:17:00.005+08:00

What's up w the world man?

It's the last day of ECP but so many people are behaving as though it was the last day of my life or smth, L0l.

Anw, I passed my combined humanities! ;D

Super elated I almost shot all the way to the moon.

Cos I don't hand in all assignments + URA proj + failed ALL my SS tests.

But I got a B B B! :D

Not a C, yay! :D

I'd be happy w a B for Com. Humans for 'O's :)

Though I'm aiming for an A2, but it's a lil, no, v.much impossible! Ha.

You're through pretending.

2009-06-10T20:25:00.006+08:00

IT'S BEEN CONFIRMED.

Goodbye, - .

I'd leave this bustling city.

& stay in my aunt's house for this period of time.

Without computers, without tv.

I'd hafta get used to it.

Just lik how I'm gna learn how to get used to people's absence :)

I'll handle this well :)

P.s. I realised how I lik to delete people's contact everytime I'm unhappy, ha.

I just deleted yours.

If hatred is an obsession,

I earnestly hope I could get by without being obsessed w you.

2009-05-31T19:03:00.006+08:00

I didn't realize the your importance and significance till today.

When the fear of losing you eternally strikes me lik a tidal of waves.

We were genetically programmed to find each another,

you had practically integrated into my everyday life.

I cannot imagine a day without you.

One does not love breathing, till the fear of not being able to breathe.

Please promise you'll stay w me forever through.

I might've took you for granted.

I lost you once,

this is my last chance to make things right.

But, I did make sacrifices for you once things started going astray.

Just to spend a lil more time w you.

Many asked if it was worth it.

I told'em, to trade for a second chance,everything was worth it.

But now, whatever happened?

I wish I could possess more faith as I once did.

But I'm uncertain about this.

Promise me,

You'll stay on and never leave me.

I still need and rely on you alot as I've always did.

We've gone so far,

I've learnt so much from you,

tears and joy,

I've been through'em all.

I wish to scale greater heights w you,

please don't turn your back on me now.

Don't leave.

I swear if you come back to me,

I'll be there till the end of time.

This entire chunk dedicated to :

CHINESE.

Chinese 'O's tmr. I don't hafta emphasis on how nervous I'm, do I?

Others hav their first try tmr,

while it's my last );

Hands trembling slightly, my legs felt lik jell-o ,

stomach pinched w apprehension,

heart beating at an abnormally fast rate I thought I could easily collapse w heart attack.

Flood me w luck and more luck people.

I live by'em :)

I'm so going to sleep at 9pm today! ;)

& don't be surprised if I behave lik yet another drunkard tmrw,

acting as though the world's coming to an end.

Because to me, it's more or less the same.

The commence of the papers are equivalent to the tym my world stops spinning.

I feeeel so, unconfident );

2009-05-29T21:26:00.006+08:00

So many songs to represent my current feelings & emotions,
so I shan't bother listing'em all.

I behaved lik a drunkard for the entire day.
Thks to those who've tolerated.
I still am one now.
I'll get over it and live :)
I promise.
Face up to reality.

+ my body's been itching all over since ystd night from my v.first strand of hair on my head to my toenail );
Was awoken due to this 2times in the night to shower again.
I wonder if it's some fatal disease I've contracted.
I hope it's ;P
Ok, maybe not, ha!

I felt lik clarifying things, asking those close w you, those who'll know the details.
But I changed my mind,
bcos I don't think I'd lik to hear what's defying my wishes to hear,
judging from the present situation things are going,
it's most likely gna be.
Thus, I avoided.
So I'll be able to continue clinging on to that glimpse of hope as long as the truth's not revealed yet.

Alrighto!
Back to sketching :)

2009-05-28T19:05:00.006+08:00

Be optimistic.

Hi, you sucker!

I'll be happy as promised.

The whole world may give empty promises,

but one thing for sure,

that'll never change,

I insist I keep my promise to self.

That's the bare minimal I can do,

for myself.

So, I'll be happy! :)

It's the third time ever since.

& I'm not sure if I want and take it anymore.

If you've decided to make a swerve in direction,

could you just be decisive and stick w your lane?

Lollipop, must've mistake me you're the sucker.

+ I feeeeel lik picking up sketching.

I'll draw the utmost captivating scenes of life :)

2009-05-25T18:52:00.005+08:00

This feeling almost euphoric!

Ever experienced being able to think through smth?

To learn how to let go?

It feels absolutely terrifically blitheful alright! :D

I'm perfectly fine now :)

I should be gracious and be sincerely happy! :D

+ I totally Y Geography now

Cos we're currently at TOURISM!

Gasps*

++ Chi standard's digressing w every mock paper.

Howhowhow! );

+++ People kept laughing at how slow I progress in Restaurant City );

Rawr!

WHAT LAH!

Haha!

++++ Class' pullover no longer yellow );

SUPER CRESTFALLEN ALRIGHT! );

Agreed to get a pullover simply bcos of th color.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-05-21T20:53:00.004+08:00

I tell myself I'm happy.

I'm happy,

I'm happy!

Happy for you.

Very happy for you.

Sooo v.happy for you.

YAH RIGHT!

I could actually lie this well.

One moment,

I'm thigh slapping hyper, running arnd energized, bouncing away w laughters.

The other,

stomping feet like some whiny kids, asking why things turned out this way?

I'll get over it and live.

Reckon I was just thunderstruck shocked the way things made a drastic turn.

Don't you fake it.

I believe what I see & hear.

Don't talk to me.

I like your absence.

2009-05-20T18:13:00.006+08:00

Not this again please.

BUT.

I'll pretend to be happy :)

Anw,

Half day tmr! :D

HURRAY!

HURRAH!

YAHOO!

WHOOPIE!

HALLELUJAH!

WHEETS!

Must I elaborate further how elated we all are, the entire population of CCHY? ;P

HAHA.

+ I'm chosen to represent 4G for table-tennis for Sports Carnival this Fri,

ROFL.

Don't anticipate my presence this friday.

2009-05-18T19:39:00.005+08:00

IN A JUBILANTLY ECSTATICALLY HAPPY MOOD NOW!

+ I just leveled up in Restaurant City :)
Still a apprentice noob though /:
But I'm going to work on it alright! ;P

Can't stop smiling ever since I completed my Chi Paper1 tdy :)
Spare the embarrassment of my pen flying out of my hand while I was scribbling my essay, the day was pretty much enjoyable :)
+ I realized I really do quite lyk sitting for chi mock papers, esp. in MPH :D
Conducive environment, seriously.

Off,
to URA,
long dued :X

p.s. Received graduation tee 've ordered, not the most fashionly designed clothe you'd expect, but at least I thought it's smth all graduates of 2009 oughto buy :)

2009-05-12T21:09:00.006+08:00

I know, so pretty right! :D

I'm so falling in love w flowers now.

Balloons?

So history! Haha.

C'mon all girls love flowers alright :)

I just started late k.

I was so surprised I'd come across this photo,

cos it was exactly what I'd described to Jol. & others about colorful rainbow flowers! :D

Tuition's cancelled for th day, just as I wished it'd be, haha.

Chinese paper2 back tmr, urgfh.

+ Oral.

BLESS ME, WISH ME LUCK OK!

OKAY! :D

P.s. I'm hook onto Korean songs nowadays! ;)

2009-05-08T20:24:00.004+08:00

IT'S A SILVER ;)
For Napfa.
After retaking my shuttle run for umpteen tyms, cause I was short of 1mark for silver.
Thanks Mrs Goh for letting me retake so many times alright! :D

Got silver for both my first and last year taking napfa :)
I didn't get my desired gold though, but I suppose it's alright.
Reckon my 2.4 CMI anyhow, haha.

+ there's so many holidays coming up :)
Great ! ;D

Anw ;

NE National Builder Game was super kilo mega giga fun alright!
Can still rmb th last tym I played was pri6.
When th tchrs scared us, saying that we'd not be able to promote to sec1 if we failed this quiz :X

Rushed to Orchard w HQ & JYan at 12.40pm aftersch today to get HQ's mother's day present & rushed back for elective supp at 2pm.
I think we rocked,
cause everyone was shell-shocked when we told'em we went to Orchard aftersch then back for supp,
cause we were all still punctual for supp ;D
JYan was early even, for her Hist supp :)

P.s. I think to receive a bouquet of assorted types of flowers of each&every color's really sweet & pretty!
I'd be sososooo exhilarated if I were to receive it la!
This idea was thought up randomly while planning for my mother's day present.
But too bad she doesn't lyk flowers la, AYE! /:

2009-05-06T19:02:00.004+08:00

The world so unappreciative.

It's not the first time I acknowledge this.

Yet time and again I refused to believe.

Don't ask me if I'm exasperated, because what I'm feeling now's beyond description.

So much so it bore tears.

You don't know how much two words, ThankYou means.

Even if you don't say it,

you should never have said 'really hated'

Our intention afterall was simple and clear cut, for you to be happy.

The others won't feel the impact, because it was me who got hurt.

Alright, I'll steer clear from these plannings once and all.

I was plain dumb all along.

Laughs at self pitifully*

Words are mightier than the sharpest blade.

I've never expected such blunt words to come out from your mouth.

But you did.

2009-05-03T19:14:00.005+08:00

For a start, Chinese MYE was awfully horrible );
I won't be surprised if I barely scrape through.
Really really! :X
What happened?
Chinese has been a subj of my least worry for my 13years of living.
What happened now? );
Me fretting over whether I'm even able to pass Chinese?
This is not acceptable ok Jiahui, I'm telling you.
This is !S-E-R-I-O-U-S.
Better find a remedy asap I tell you.

Anw;

Restaurant Cuty @ FB is highly addictive.
Much more addictive than drugs/cigarretes :)
{not that 've tried'em ever before}
You just can't stop playing ;)

+ I'm going to lead a life of a humble peasant for the days to come till after june hols.
've got so many things to buy :

Mother's day present
Father's day present
Daddymommy wedding anniversary present
Two/Three Birthday presents
Get my yellow NUM bag :)

They sum up to more than $300 ok! /:

It's ok, I'll survive on fresh air & water ;)

2009-04-29T18:53:00.004+08:00

I'm only bestowed one last chance.

Others have two.

I didn't know how scared I was till today, when they told me.

I finally saw fear in my eyes & sensed fear in self.

Chinese exam tomorrow.

Please, give me confidence for upcoming Chinese 'O's.

Haven't been behaving like my usual self nowadays, what's wrong? :/

2009-04-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

太阳下山明早依旧爬上来
花儿谢了明年还是一样的开

Life's never always a bed of roses.
I was plunged all the way to the thorns of the roses sometime back and had myself pricked badly.
But I know, someday, the roses will blossom again.

There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I, I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
That sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
It's the climb

2009-04-15T21:51:00.003+08:00

RAN.

For 4km.

I know it's a billions of blistering barnicles to see me trotting.

But, I did.

To cease emotional/psychological pain w physical pain.

I've always thought I've exerted self-discipline & efforts equivalent to all those around me already, perhaps even trying harder.

But why does it seems that regardless of how much I try, I'm just going to remain many notches undercut of others? :/

It's only human to aim for perfection.

But everytime I try, I fail terribly badly, causing grave disappointment in self.

Tell me, what to do.

I remain inferior.

My efforts equate to nothing ; others didn't have to raise a finger to be superior.

I stick out like a sore thumb.

Just like the longest finger of your hand.

In case you don't know,

yes, the third finger.

Just admit it lah, I suck.

Don't hafta constantly remind me what I'm incapable of.

2009-04-14T19:21:00.003+08:00

CHOIR SYF'09 in 2days time ;)

SYF faster arrive alrights!

Quick, quickkk!

I'm v.much looking forward to it alr! ;)

Bounce & hops arnd excitedly*

Updates on Deborah Orange's birthday celebration ;

The picture shall speak for themselves k.

Some cannot be rotated & I didn't bother trying using photoshop or whatsoever,

so you do hafta tilt your head :)

Prettiest cake ever saw by any of us from Secret Recipe

Elephantine in size too.

Could've easily fed the entire class, probably w leftovers even!

I think deborah looks nice in the photo below, yes?

Yes lahhhh! Laugh Out Loud!

We bought magic relighting candles to trick deborah, haha.

Wanted to take a video of her desperate attempts to blow out all the candles but by the time we filmed it, all the candles have been blew out alr );

But it was really hilarious!

Dig in ! ;)

Delicacy from heavens ok! Haha.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

2009-04-10T14:33:00.009+08:00

Watch phone ;)

Cool right? :)

Anw, my phone's officially proclaimed dead on Tuesday, & I actually cried over it on Wednesday.

Yes, untimely.

At least that's what I thought initially.

But apparently, not really, haha.

Cause it's still the same w or without my phone :X

Seriously, lyk I can even cry for a non-living thing, UH?

Even to the extent of doing stupid things in a desperate attempt to resuscitate it, laugh out loud!

Dumb to the maximum.

But during the process of searching for a spare phone, I actually found many other stuffz I thought I've long lost, lyk my school tie, laugh out loud!

I was told that many of my classmates who owned phones from Nokia XpressMusic Series,

which I call,

couple phones of mine,

spoilt theirs long since.

I take this as a complement k :)

Because it implies that I've been managing my phone pretty well alr! ;)

HOHO ;P

But phone, my only wish from you is to get repaired, get back into good shape & working conditions asap ok.

I think I'm still highly dependent & used to you alr, {really(?)}, haha

Thanks so much ShiHui 'ple for lending me your family's spare phone for this 2weeks & KYang ddy for 'salvaging' on wednesday, haha ;)

I reallyreally lyk ;

2009-04-04T20:25:00.012+08:00

I thought I could maintain the cheeriness & happiness I once felt previously,
BUT NO.
The journey gets bumpier and tougher as life goes on.

But please,
jiahui,
regardless of what happens, look on the brighter side of life.
The grass over the other side's so much greener, the world so much more radiant & beautiful.
Quit living in this grim mono color misery of yours, no matter how tough things are/appear to be,
PLEASE.
It's my only request of you for now and forever more.
Notice how there are so many other people out there suffering from mishaps yet live life so optimistically and bravely.

The most devastating thing in life is not leading a lousy life but having a lousy attitude towards life.

Bite the bullet and brace up.

P.s. I think my blog song's really melodious & lyrical ! ;)
Do listen ok! :D

Any despondency ends right here right now this week k jiahui :)

2009-03-29T20:49:00.008+08:00

^ we were trying to form a heart shape but apparently it failed );

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DEBORAH :)

Notice how the older & supposedly more mature one is still carrying the piyopiyo soft toy while the younger one is so much more mature in comparison :)

Feeling any slightest tinge of embarrassment Deborah? Laugh Out Loud! :D

You better be okay!

Updates on Deborah's birthday celebration Friday after school after I get the photos from the rest :)

Was on ecstasy high eversince Deborah's bday celebration ;)

PMS session was great! Not that my parents went though. In fact none of my parents attended.

But it was fun just sitting arnd in the class observing other classmates & their parents, making funny faces & doing chicken dances to classmates while FT & CFT were talking to their parents, imitating people etc.

Sourced for SYF black flats w SHui Apple on Saturday @ CityHall :)

Thanks so much for accompanying me run arnd places, w me being ever so fussy & picky.

But yes, I'm glad I managed to get my shoes from PrettyFit eventually at the end of the day.

Jump arnd for joy*

Intensive Choir practice sessions this week on, 3-4per week, yeah, tell me about it.

But if it really does pay off, it's all worth it isn't it? :)

Prays really earnestly*

2009-03-27T19:02:00.003+08:00

17.45! :)
My lucky timing, hahahaha.

Anw,
I acknowledge I do have a great family & I thank god for that :)
For all y'all have done for me these 2days,
Thankyou, love! ♥

HAHAHA, I know many of you must be shell-shocked I actually typed this appreciation post for my family! ;P

2009-03-23T18:44:00.009+08:00

1st day of term2 back to school,

& I was late );

BAD OMEN!

AMEN.

HAHAHA.
I know it's not fresh to see me late, but 1ST day of the term, I'm usually highly enthusiastic and eager about it,esp. this term, I thought I had more reasons to anticipate school reopening. What happened this year? );
I even pleaded myself before I turned in this morning at 1am+ :
Please JiaHui, Please please please wake up on time later.

Not my usual 1 train or a few trains late this time.

Was really reaally reaallyyy late cause I woke up only at 7+ :X

I reached school at 8.05am D;

But only went back to class at 8.30am /:

Th reason to why I was late was dumb, totally.

I actually dreamt of th class and Ms Lin {E.Maths lesson's the 1st period for the day FYI},

Th dream was so real I actually forgot to wake up :X

Till in my dream Deborah told me: Eh, I don't wanto rush anymore luh & give me that pekcek face. {we were having some E.Maths challenge whereby we hafta rush around to identify the correct units}

& when I woke up, I screamed till the whole earth shook when I saw the sky. K lah, exaggerated abit.

Surprisingly, 3 other people were late tgt w me, haha.

I thought I'd be the only one walking into the school, crimson faced.

Eh, will feel paiseh one k ;P

Good thing, I got accomplices, HAHAHA.

K, I know, shouldn't be proud of it.

High time I axe this bad habit outta my life.

Anw,

days without handphones are unbearable beyond description );

I seriously do regret requesting my parents to lock my phone k.

Oh, & thanks for all the souvenirs from Nepal k people. Esp. KYang ddy. Still feeling v.terribly bad luh. You most prolly wouldn't have bought, but you still did afterall. Sorry & thankyou k.

P.s. Deborah and I realized today that everytime I dream of the class, she'd dream of me + HAHAHA!
SO INTERESTINGLY COINCIDENTAL AYE!

2009-03-22T18:50:00.009+08:00

Stayed up all night for an impossible.

But no, ain't going to repeat the same mistake anymore(:

I'm going to discard my phone now on.

It's seemingly useless and a wrong distraction.

& I'll be willing to adhere to any form of punishments if I'm ever caught using the phone again.

& tmr's going to be the first day I start surviving on water to save $ as well as lose weight.

Have been accumulating fats ever since the last time I measured my weight D;

& I MEAN EVERYTHING I TYPED K.

P.s. I think ZS & CLKE's becoming more handsome already(; Utmost sincere comment ok! Laugh Out Loud! :D

Happy 16th Birthday Lili FF (:

2009-03-20T19:17:00.013+08:00

Credits, Deborah & Jolyn phones and Sandra's blog

11th March 2009

Happy 16th Birthday ChenJingYan BFF ♥
Loveyou v.much k! ♥
Missed you hella lots ever since you left for Nepal on your birthday luh.
Didn't even get to send your plane off );
But you're coming back soon already! Hops for joy*
Hope you liked the birthday celebration on 10/03 even though the plan sort of backfired /:
I'm sure your birthday celebration in Nepal w your (L)(L)(L) would be much better! Waiting for you to come back to share w us about your Nepal trip! (;
LOVE.

16th March 2009

Happy 16th Birthday ChristineTanMeiXuan(:
Haven't talked much since Secondary2, but I'll always remember spending most of my Secondary1 life w you, sharing w each another our darkest secrets from our heart's deepest chambers, the many night calls, you imitating some stupid sounds just to make me crack up like mad, going over to your house every so often and meeting up to & fro school and me being forever late, haha. I felt so easy being together w you, I didn't have to pretend to be someone else I'm not. W you, I could be myself. Back then, it was one of my happiest moments of my life. You were my closest, most trustworthy and best-est friend then, really really. Even though we're unable to relive those moments & we've drifted so much we rarely talk now. I still feel it's a pity that I let this precious fs go estrange but you must know, similarly, you brought much happiness, joy & laughter to my life too.
I'm sorry and love you still!♥

2009-03-17T14:50:00.014+08:00

Credit, 4G class blog

Motivational workshop ; 11March-13March(:

Imma I-S-C personality(:

True, not true?

TRUE TRUE, VERY TRUE!

I have so many fears in life according to the personality tests! HAHAHA.

Kay, not the best of time to laugh now coz

Fck it, I did nothing for the entire of today & I'm frigging pissed w myself for being sucha dense yet lazy, fat-assed dolt of low IQ & EQ. So shutup. Currently in a highly irritable & petulant mood. My hair looks like a fish's flipper when bundled up & I'm trying to suppress myself from snipping them off in my fury.

FOR MYSELF ;

LOSER

Trust me, if you've such character like mine, you'd spend most your life getting frustrated w yourself. So, today, go to your place of worship & thank whoever you worship, that you're not me. Even animals are much more lovable & promising than me man.

But,

I don't need your pity.

2009-03-13T21:34:00.015+08:00

UNBEAUTIFUL;

This is me,

I'm unchangeable.

Absolute randomness ;

I feeeeeeeeel like spending 19/09/2009 in the zoo! :D

2009-03-07T12:58:00.007+08:00

I'm so gonna get my sports shoes tmr by hook or by crook(: Prolly th Yellow Nike one I saw with GA on Friday(:

Working out is verily the most incredible form of distressing/venting anger/letting out sorrow. I know I'm not exactly the most sporty person around but I'm starting to like & appreciate sports quite alot recently(:

I want a yellow bicycle badly, daddy please? *Inserts sweet smile*

Chemistry, I'll make love pullulate for you I swear(:

2009-03-04T19:33:00.002+08:00

Disappointingly demoralizing.

I made the most fundamental of mistakes one should ever make during which.
Desist the CT comparisons.

I realized how the worst of life often befalls & ensues me, and it's always me, no one else.

If I could've a wish granted right this instance, I'd migrate to Denmark {listed as world's 'happiest place on earth' with accordance to BBC news} :D

SHUTUP. You're of no authority to critic on my decision of going Poly or taking up tourism related courses. I suggest you go suck your pacifier, and shut your hell up.

2009-03-02T21:20:00.004+08:00

Received CT papers back today,
*thump thump thump*

E.Maths was my greatest miracle of th day though(:
Ooh, & yes, PASSING PHYSICS :D
I really didn't expect myself to scrape through /:
It wasn't a perfectly idealistic score though, but at least I passed! :D
More to come tmr, pffs.
Lady luck, all I need is just for you to stay by side a lil longer alright.
Thankyou Lady Luck. I'll love you alot if you do stay ♥
HAHAHA.
Anw, bad news' that SS now has a new{more stringent} marking scheme );
That means I'm gna fail com.humans afterall.
AYE! );

For you. I realized how so you've always been my lucky charm.

Anw,
We realized today that San. , HQ, JYan, 'vonne & me were at the same place; Ngee Ann City at almost the same time ystd! But we didn't meet each other though /: Sounds like a scene played off the silver screen off drama serials/romance movies? Haha.
FYI, JYan, HQ & 'vonne went out tgt while San. went out w/ her friend(?) , & me, w/ xTT.
This is what I suppose is called,
FATED?
Even though all of us couldn't make it to acc JYan to get her backpack, we were all actually in the same building at that particular time! :D

2009-02-28T15:09:00.015+08:00

EITHER OR.

Temasek Business School - Diploma in Leisure & Resort Management

Temasek Business School - Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism Management

Someday, I would like to travel to :

Cambodia
Canada
Dubai
Egypt
Greece
Italy
Kenya
Madagascar
Paris
South Africa
Sahara desert os some other deserts ;P

Stay on in each country for a few months then move on to the next

& capture the beauty of life in these exotic places.

& perhaps emigrate to the then country of the highest happiness index (:

Nothing beats leading a non-commitment & insouciant life yeah?

But yeah, I'm just being idealistic here.

2009-02-26T19:05:00.008+08:00

Getting worse as the days get by
);
Day even started off by getting hit by a bicycle.

Sorry, I acknowledge that I've been petulant & such a put off recently.
Do pardon me alright /:
Have a heart towards someone who has been sliding downwards to a pit nowhere.

I wish I had a puppy at this v.instance to cuddle & seek comfort in );
But I don't.

人们常说简单是福。
有时候做个小人物，同样也可以活得有意义，快乐。
不必勉强自己攀的太高，
因为攀的越高，跌与伤的也会更重。
但人，
可以这么样就满足了吗？
我想我做不到。
因为我再也不能忍受做个隐形人。
甚至连最基本，简单的事我也办不成。
我真的不敢设想我的将来会是如此的暗淡无光。

我真的好没用啊！
彻底的失败。

一个废柴，
没人愿做。

2009-02-25T20:31:00.011+08:00

OH YAY.

I shall try t make this post sound as jovial as much as possible, take special note on th word,
try.

CTs are over, yay(?)

Nah, while everyone's whiling away w/ their own celebratory parties now, I think it's only going to be the start of my gloom & misery /: It's patently evident that I'll fare really badly this time around. Come'on, how much can one anticipate from putting in so minimal efforts? I only have myself to blame yeah? D; I think P.Phy and C.Geog are th most challenging papers thus far though /: Oh yes, and not to mention, Com. Humans, th subj which I've always been amateur & inept in ); Careless mistakes all over both mathematics scripts, aww. Despairing alright! D; * Bang head against wall *

Anw, SDC was crap today /: & I thought it was going t be fun! /:

I suppose today just isn't the best of days yeah?
Kkz, I know, it's just me, again.

2009-02-22T09:17:00.008+08:00

This is gonna be random.

Man, I so want a pet dog next time when I grow up alright!

When I grow up, grant me ;

- A promising career (most preferably as a hotel/resort manager or events planner)
-Own an exquisitely dainty & cute convertible car :D
- Live in a condominium (either alone or w/ flatmates who're dog/pet-lovers as well (: )
- Adopt several really cuddly dogs & puppies (I'll allocate a huge playroom specially for'em)

Give me all these, just all these, and I'll be satisfied, no, more than sheer contentment actually! :D I'd be so appreciative & thankful! :D

Anw,
the cinemas have so many nice movies launched nowadays!
Wrong distraction at the wrong time huh?

Here are the list of movies I'm so watching after CTs ;

'Let The Right One In'
Horror, NC16
'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'
Drama, PG
'Slumdog Millionaire'
Comedy, NC16
'The Pink Panther 2'
Comedy, PG
'Marley & Me'
Comedy, Rating not out
'Rachel Getting Married'
Drama, Rating not out
'The Tale Of Despereaux'
Fantasy, Rating not out
'Hotel for Dogs'
Comedy, Rating not out

Tell me if you're intending t watch any of th above listed movies alright! :D
Perhaps I can tag along? Haha. & aww, Bride War's no longer screening anymore ); Wanted t watch it so badly! );

2009-02-20T18:23:00.008+08:00

);

First day of CT started out horrid );
Man, it feels so last year when I consistently failed tests );
But this year's of such importance, I can't afford t fail.

But I think I just did.
);

Why?!
I thought I studied harder than last year already, th outcome's still th same? );

Haha, count th number of ); faces I used? Indeed alright! Th papers today were one of th most challenging I've ever attempted, but it seemed that it was just me :X

Had this conversation w/ JYan BFF after school where I confessed t her how I felt about many things, particularly :D I'm glad we had th talk nevertheless alright. I suppose opening my hearts t openly discuss how I felt that time suggests that I've successfully managed t get over? (: Else I wouldn't even joke bout it. We even created this comically hilarious story bout it, haha.

你说曾今已足够，
但如过曾今能变成现今，
我是否会更快乐？

2009-02-18T19:14:00.004+08:00

I'm
e-l-a-t-e-d :D

that I've successfully managed t sign up for th film production & tourism talk for th 'What comes after O level talk' for which th graduating classes hafta attend :D
You should have seen the confluence outside th D&T room today! It was such an eye opener, can't rmb when was th last time I saw such scene of a swarming horde in school before :X

Anw,

I've submitted th drop subject forms yesterday. 30% of th class dropped at least one subject or another :X Unpredictably shocking yes? It felt as if I'm th exclusive one submitting so many forms though, inclusive of parental letters etc. ; 5 in total! :X Like a burden heaved from your shoulders, th feeling's simply marvelously wonderfully blitheful! Worry not, I'll still study assiduously k {well, at least make th best efforts to}! :D

Oh shitass, I've yet t revise for CT ); Fancy myself still making th declaration of being industrious /:

It's my ultimate decision, no, I don't regret (:

2009-02-16T18:29:00.006+08:00

I must say I'm impressed w/ my determination, I didn't waver anymore this time round :D

Though I really salute t those whom have had more determination t strive, esp. :D. You(all) possess so much qualities I'd never see in myself. I know I'm suited w/ com. science , today, it had all been revealed. I'm delighted that at least I once had a go at Pure though(: Yesyes, t all those who've commented, I had indeed dropped SO MANY subj & things /: I ponder if I go on like this, what will I end up w/ , in life D: Thanks all whom have faith in me, it really is upsetting how I could not live up t this faith all of you had implanted in me, because of my incompetency.

& t those who're unhappy, do cheer up alright. I acknowledge how upsetting this topic could get, because I still feel it too );

Sometimes, we hafta learn t let go of certain things we've been trying t cling on in order t gain more things (:

2009-02-14T08:41:00.009+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ♥
& a sudden realization that ystd was th Friday 13th, haha. I know I'm slow but whatever alrights! :X

THANK YOU,
t all whom wished me, gave notes, presents alrights!
I do appreciate & like all of'em, really :D

Random;

I ain't exactly in th Vday mood this year, beats me why too /:

Thanks so much Sandra for lending your calculator for th weekend, else I wouldn't have been able t accomplish many things ; much gratitude :D

IPP was not too bad an experience (: Just that I suppose if ystd was th actual thing, th entire class'd have died? Aha.

I acknowledge that I'm mean, unfeeling & hard t please(?) :X

I took th drop subj forms, but am still procrastinating, arfgh.

I'm currently having hots for Physics, th only thing drawing me back from making up my mind regarding dropping of subj /:

Thanks, thanks, thanks JIAYIN for doing sucha great favor for me :D

I'm blessed for having people I know I can always turn t 24/7 & whom I can entrust my heart w/.

Turned out that I din execute th surprise planned for my parents coz th secret sort of leaked out, & my parents vaguely saw th presents alr, so I just passed it t'em directly instead. Furthermore, I din have time t make th things for th intended surprise :X

I'm spending this year's Vday burrying my head in books, oh how marvellously wonderful & well spent. {note th sarcasm} I wish I could head for th move theatres w/ YB.S.O.GA.B & co, pffs. D;

2009-02-12T21:08:00.005+08:00

Finally,

settled all th Vday presents today (: It was different from my initial plans though /: Somehow, I ain't v.satisfied w/ what I bought this year coz I get everyone th exact same thing. Didn't have th energy, time & monetary funds t source for different presents for individuals ); Furthermore, I absolutely have no idea what t get for th individuals either. But this year's Vday, it's different. Because I got smth for my parents & xTT :D

And,

THANKS A MILLION
t JYin who helped me keep th presents for xTT alright!

2009-02-08T18:54:00.013+08:00

Make it all better when I'm feeling sad,

Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not.

It's alright, I'm not upset or gloomy, well at least not anymore, really (: I've made up my mind alr :D I'm still gna stick w/ my initial plans of dropping HMT & my Sciences. I've even typed out th withdrawal parental letter t show my resoluteness, haha. It's indeed a pity, even up till now I still feel it, but it's alright (; Thanks for all th keen & earnest advices people, I've considered all your advices, but this is still my ultimate decision after rationalizing w/ myself. Hopefully I won't regret it bah? Bcoz I realize I seriously can't cope & perhaps dropping would enable me t concentrate on other subjects which are mre relevant t me. Everyone went 'glad yknw' whn I pointed out t'em how I've always tried t climb so high in life, taking up pure & HMT but end up dropping all of'em at th v.last & crucial lap, but it's alright.

Sometimes, losing is a form of gaining :D

Dropping doesn't mean learning stops right? (:

I acknowledge that learning's an ongoing process in life.

I'll still study hard for tests & pay attention in classes alright.

I suppose this is th right attitude you wish t see in me? (:

I'm still aiming high for 'O's alright :D in fact, setting my targets higher (:

Dropping is not equivalent that I've given up hope, hell no.

Anw;

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY STACIA! :D

Loveya.

2009-02-07T17:05:00.003+08:00

Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

My current blog song clearly illustrates how I'm feeling presently if you take special notice on th lyrics. Haven't been in th best of moods nowadays. I suppose you're right. I've always choose th easy way out, I escape from tough situations, I don't have th correct attitude towards life, towards my studies, I don't have th fighting spirit, I ain't willing t take risks, I don't trust anyone & everyone, including myself. I always settle for th safe, risk-free route for th fear of getting hurt & fail. I can't fail, I can't accept failure. I do feel th sense of loss when I told you I'm gna combine my sciences, & drop hmt. Your words hit me like a tidal of waves. Been seeking opinions from others, and many told me they ain't combining. I felt so ashamed, so ashamed when those whom haven't been exceling in certain subjs told me they don't wanta drop, because they're willing t make th effort during th upcoming months t improve. Additionally, I've been thinking if I were t have a lil mre touch of perfection, I wouldn't hafta land myself in this situation. I don't engage myself in many activities, what was I exactly doing w/ th time I have from exempting myself from activities then? Letting'em flow away I suppose?

You're absolutely right. HMT had been a subj I've took up since primary school, now I'm dropping? I've struggled t get into 3G during streaming, yet I'm gna combine my sciences? Then I shouldn't have came t this class in th first place. This also led me t reflect how I've been fighting so hard for certain things in life, & sometimes I have certain things, but due t my incompetency, I lose'em as a result.

If I was a lil more perfect, like how everyone else is.
I wouldn't hafta land myself in this situation.
But I can't be how everyone else are.

I DO feel upset coming t this decision alright! Though it's not finalised yet. I'd reconsider seriously before regristration. My life feels v.hollow presently. All that I've been pursuing during all my education years, I'm dropping all of'em now? Letting all my past efforts and ups & downs I've been through t a waste? If this is th way I'm trashing my life.

2009-02-05T20:46:00.008+08:00

Deleted previous post (: Decided t overlook th matter w/ graciousness ;P

Anw, that's th CT1 timetable in th picture above ^
Yep, that's my current subj combi, nope, I most certainly didn't highlight wrongly, I'm dropping my pure sciences & combining my sciences. So yep, taking th same combi as a few of th fellow 4Ds. Sometimes I wonder if I've made a wrong decision in entering in 4G, bcoz I still end up taking th combination similar t other classes /:

Parents getting cranky while I'm typing all this out :X Just bcoz I tell my mom off for being inconsiderate t others feelings, which she seriously is. Whatever la, still comment that I can't take negative comments, she also mah. -'-

P.s. I'm super irritated w/ tchrs classifying their students according t th grades they think they'll attain @ 'O's. Come'on la, would you like t have people & tchrs calling you 'F9 come here' etc. ? & this is a note t all tchrs who like t have th mentality t classify their students according t such,
THE BEST FALLS DOWN SOMETIMES, THE WEAKER ONES MAKE A COMEBACK TOO.
Of course, it'd most definitely be a honor t be regarded by any tchr t be a potential A1 student, but what abt th others who ain't? Ever stopped t think how demoralising it's for us? My spirits have been put off tdy whn you told me that. Frank is an issue, but I still insist that impossible is nothing. Everyone's capable of an A1, I'm utmost positive. Regardless of whoever you are. As long as you're willing t make an effort, everyone & anyone can be achievers alright! Geddit you? So stop scrutinizing us as hopeless people alright, everyone sitted in th class are potential A1 scorers for 'O's ok!
WEAK IS SO NOT EQUIVALENT T HOPELESS.
So don't be disheartened if th tchr look down on you alright! Bcoz we all knw they're gna make'em eat their words someday (: Feeling so ashamed for whtever they've remarked on us, just bcoz of what they THINK, that we'll never make it.

2009-01-30T08:18:00.007+08:00

^ Group photos of th ladies & gentlemen{is that wht I'm supposed t call'em?Aha} during CNY day 1.
I know I look worn out, but tell me how not t, having t wake up @ usu sch time even during CNY. First house visit was @ 8am! My huh?

A lil sugar helps th medicine goes down.

HOWDY DO?
How was school tdy? {Said that on deliberate purpose}
CNY day1 & day2's an official P.H for all but CNY day5's a holiday, just for me ;P
Th class' busy scibbling their eng essays while I'm typing all these out (:
@ least I'm also doing some form of writing tgt w/ you guys alrights! Just in a diff medium though ;P
But I'm missing all th fun during P.E, A.Maths & CLOVES though /:
I wanted t go for SS Lecture tdy! Coz I think it'd be different for once that th Sg Discovery Centre's coming over. But ahwell, dad said that since I'm on MC tdy, I shouldn't go anywhr );

Th distaste of th first still lingering,
leaves me yearning for no more.
Of which gradually evolved into phobia for these 2occassions.
It coincided too perfectly well, it's almost dauntingly eerie, like a curse.
First time, we call it an experience.
Second time, it's interestingly coincidental.
Third time, it's impossibly cursed, disturbingly spooky.

2009-01-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DAWN CHIA!
:D

I knw i knw, I look short in this photo but whtever la k. It's most prolly due t th angle. But I really must admit, Dawn's super tall! Aha. Stop growing alr la k, you birthday baby of th day (:

2009-01-27T17:52:00.004+08:00

It's 牛(new) year once agn (:

Though this might come a lil late, but a
黑皮牛year
t y'all nonetheless k (;

Alright, th prologue for this post's that I can't say any vulgarities or crude words in this post. Well, coz you & I knw, it's th new year, so gotta start it well (: Though well, I haven't been exactlys th most polite t people these few days alr /: Do give me a tight slap/get me t hand over 10% of my hongbao money if you spot any uncouth words in this post k :D

Anw,
I've been absolutely wonderful t my piggy this festive season (: Have been feeding it till its heart's content.
.
.
.
Piggy bank la,
what were y'all thinking? Aha.
I'll nvr call anyone piggy, hello! It's too..cliche(?) & prolly coz I just don't like th sound of it. I'll call people by other nicer names k! :D
Been stuffing piggy w/ all my hongbao money & I knw it must be really contented now(:
Great owner huh? Aha, kkz, you & I knw th ans.

House visits were so-so. Have yet t visit all relatives though /: Parents will continue tmr wo me ); Hopefully, I'd be able t go over t th girlies houses{or however they like t be called, L0l} within this 15days period.
COLLECT MONEY $, what else? (:

P.s. T Norvin, whom claimed that th baby photos are too cute t associate w/ me now. Th baby photos are indeed me (: Look detailedly & perhaps you'll be able t find some resemblence?
{I didn't mean t type this in this tone k, but well, have gotta be polite for this season}

2009-01-25T09:10:00.026+08:00

URA TRIP.

Th place was sucha disappointment ); We were camwhoring most of th time than collating information{which we were supposed t do}, aha. Guilty face* Tdy's CNY eve but I still don't feel th festive mood. & my throat's flaming, so I suppose that means no CNY goodies for me. Pffts. But th medication I'm on now are so horrible for th taste buds. But as someone who severely lack of self discipline, I still can't resist th temptations of sweets beckoning for me t eat'em, aha. My, goin @ this rate, my cough & sore throat will never heal, aha.

Anw, here's a list of forbidden greetings/wishings this CNY
;
财员滚滚－裁员滚滚
招财进宝－遭裁禁饱
万事如意－万（股）市如（回）忆
心想事成－薪饷四成
财源广进－裁员广尽
财神到－裁神到

Pretty interesting huh?

Anw, credits t 4G class blog for my th pictures in my current & previous post (;

2009-01-23T18:55:00.013+08:00

I like this photo super much! 'cos we're all doing th same cow pose ; cutez! (;

Happy Chinese New Year you MOO MOOs! :D

See th twist we're doing in th class picture?
Yeh, we came in 2ND hoy! (:
Great work people, really awesome.
It was last min, yet, pretty successful huh?

2009-01-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

Evidence that I helped out w/ th CNY deco.

{ kkz, I knw, unglam sitting posture but WHATEVER, aha}

Anw, tdy's th CNY deco judging. Prays hard that 4G would be able t clinch a position k! (:

Anw,

I'M,

so, so, sooooooooooooo happy I'm in Yellow house{even just for th day} :D

Super obsessed w/ th house t-shirt la, aha.

2009-01-21T19:05:00.007+08:00

If I were a boy,
I swear t be a better man,
because I know how it hurts.
But you're just a boy,
you don't understand.

Anw, this isn't supposed t be a sad post.
Emotions shan't be penned down in this post.
Everyth feels just like last year, you don't hafta know in which aspect.
This year, it's gonna be plain.
Either way, I've expected myself t get hurt th most.
Perhaps next time, I shall stop being such an idiotic ass & play th song which reminds me greatly of th past regardless how lyrical th song is.
Yet, th biggest irony is, I still like th feeling th song thrust upon me.

& I'm really sorry for replaying th exact same song for infinitely ystd. It wasn't done w/ an intention t irritate any of you, really. It just.. reminds me of smth which meant alot.

ANW
;
Since this is supposed t be a celebratory post,
{though I knw it doesn't quite seem like it huh}
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ALICIA & MELODY!

Send me a smile people, I'll be fine.
:D
{i hope.}

2009-01-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Try t keep my spirits up,
When there's no point in grieving.

Anw, it wasn't that bad after all, as compared t many other times, aha.
I overcame it soon enough {thankfully} & I'm happy as a flying pig now,

(:

2009-01-17T08:23:00.004+08:00

Why do I feel so../: Perhaps bcoz it's this period of th year once agn?
I couldn't help but wonder if all that had happened was part of your plan.
I couldn't think of any other better reasons, how it could all coincide so perfectly well.

2009-01-16T16:57:00.007+08:00

Look @ th amnt of trash, i mean, recycled materials we collected! :D
Thr was more though, but I suppose th camera screen couldn't fit all?

Fantabulous job!
Esp of course credits t my group consisting of JYin, JYan, HQ & San. We knw we all did a marvelously wonderful job yes? (:

Ours was th only pure girls grp yet th stuffs we collected weren't any lesser than others ok, maybe even mre! Female prowess huh? Despite th fact that we summoned help from some of th guys in th end coz thr was seriously too much for us t handle. Thks, for those who rendered help! (; Muscles aching all over aft th entire event yet, it was worthwhile (: & I'm always th one who encounter partially naked guys :X EEE. Thr was even a couple dressed skimpily & left me wondering wht they were exactly doing before tht../: Did I just disrupted a v.passionate activity in process? Uh-oh :X

Anw, collected our pay, JYan received $120+ whereas I've $100. Well, it isn't too bad considering that we only worked for a week /: & IDK why I have th sudden urge t go back t work again, aha. Perhaps aft 'O's yes? (:

Alright! Adios.
BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBye.

P.s. Congratulations t all whom have performed well during 'O's & for those who've been sick recently, do get well soon alrights? (:

2009-01-11T08:24:00.008+08:00

Praying hard ;

Negligence in this subj has costed me a wake up call
I'm mentally prepared for tears to roll in dejection.
Yet, I couldn't help but plant seeds of hopes,
desperately wishing for it to blossom ;
secretly yearning for a miracle
Miracles are for whom deserve it ; I DONT.
Numbed & deprived of all emotions,
angst is all that's throbbing wildly&furiously inside.
More than just mere alphabets & numbers,
tmr reveals it all on a slip of paper.
All's sealed behind the paper, fate unchangeable.
Send more best wishes & luck in people ;
I live my days by these.

Try t leave the lights on when I'm gone,
something I rely on t get home.

2009-01-10T13:23:00.016+08:00

Been reading up brochures of Polys & JCs recently :D

&
.
.
.
I'VE DECIDED,
Come'on it's great news isn't it? No more procrastinating.
It's Poly for me, regardless of whtever tht is t happen (:
So now it's which Poly & wht course.
Mass Com seems pretty appealing now, after touring arnd their studio ystd @ SP
Open houses @ Polys are cool I swear { Rather, everyth abt Polys are coolio! }
That's a remark made from th bottom my heart alright!
Not going for anymore Open Houses tdy though /:
Will go next year.

Oh, & have been receiving feedbacks recently tht I oughta upload more pictures in my blog, aha. So here it is, I've uploaded a baby picture of myself above(: See any resemblence? L0l. & try guessing whr I was sitting in th photo while reading th brochure?
.
.
.
POTTY.

Aha. You can't really see th potty though coz it's only a half-body shot you kuku! L0l. Photo quality's lousy coz I took a snapshot of th photo using my phone agn since I'm lazy t scan th photos, aha.

Lazy people do lazy stuffs huh?

2009-01-06T16:24:00.008+08:00

Take th chance(risk)

Combine?

I can't afford t err in any & every aspect this year.

Desperately struggling t swim ashore t wherever my heart is determined for.

Show me a miracle.

Anw,

Geog proj was fun w/ YB.S.O.GA.B, love!

I've nvr thought I could laugh like that this year. (:

I'm glad t have y'all, really.

& thks Dbr for walking me t & fro th back gates.

& pee for th morning call. Though you said you didn't wanto, tsk :X

What's right what's wrong ; it's undefinable.

2009-01-05T18:10:00.007+08:00

16's when life starts getting serious.

To combine or not to, it's still a question, a question left dangling.
Graduation Dance practice tmr might be conveniently missed, esp. whn I can barely keep my eyes open now.
It's not my prior & I don't give it a shave even if I give it a miss.
Time, is flowing away like running water.
& I gotta make th best of whtever I can.

Man, back t sch speeches & expectation speeches by various subj tchrs make it feels as though 'O's juz tmr /:

Hoped you like th belated birthday presents we gave you HQ (:
Though you laughed @ how adorably cute we looked in th baby photos.
EEE. Mean girl :X Aha.

2009-01-02T19:56:00.006+08:00

I'm still in a state of daze & can't believe sch actually really reopened tdy {prolly coz it didn't feel like it unless past years / I simply juz ain't prepared for sec4 life}

Unlike previous yrs, whn I get all excited for sch reopening, I was almost late for sch tdy /:

It's interesting how th 1st day of sch's situated on th last day of th weekdays. Aha.

Sch feels same old brand new D:

Day was wasted mostly on speeches & mre speeches ; slack though (: Rarely will we get t slack like this anymre during sch time anymre /:

I'm considering VJC/AJC instead of TP/SP.

I like whr 4G classroom is situated as well as my new seat in class (: {though I still prefer YY's seat MUCHMUCH mre}

Graduation Night is soooooo overrated & th dances turned out t be sucha disappointment(?)

My dance partner's JYan, BFF (:

Thr's alr A.Maths hwk assigned by Ms Woo { Trigo, AGAIN, argh :X } ON TH 1ST DAY OF SCH ! );

Lunched @ NYP w/ San. , Dbr, HQ, JYan & 'vonne. Mmm, juz like those times last year, lunching w/ loveYs! (:

Went t SunPlaza thn explored SembawangShoppingCentre, got presents & chilled out @ MOF w/ San. & Dbr (:

I sent my draft sms-es t Alicia.D by accident tdy. Uh-oh/: But she promised t keep th context discreet though (: Thks!

Why do I have this peculiar feeling tht I'm behaving so dumb & foolish recently? /:

My legs feel like jell-o now aft having climbed FLIGHTS of stairs in sch tdy );

I'm still reminiscing th past despite th post ystd, pffs. One song tells it all, all tht I was feeling last year ;

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

We Belong Together-Mariah Carey
{Take special note on th lyrics.}

Memories of th past w/ you in th picture are coded :
Red-Pink-Black-Yellow-Grey-Blue-Green-Blue

Colors are arranged in sequence. Try figuring wht it means? Aha.

LASTLY, I've got th feeling I gotta cherish this precious 10mnths left in CCHY

{duhhh, it's my last year you! Aha. }

2009-01-01T13:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO 2009
;
BYE BYE 2008

Caught th countdown party on tv, I knw it's dumb t countdown this way but still../:
& I caught smth pretty meaningful(well, @ least t me) by one of th artistes, embrace a new year and never look back. & everytime I reminisce all tht had happened in th past yr, I'll rmb this phrase & jolt back t normal mode, w/ th mindset of starting everyth afresh. Serious ok! (: BUT, isn't it whoopingly amazing & unbelievable how we've juz bade a year goodbye even though it sure doesn't feeel like it? /: Anw, thks all for th festive greetings via various means (:

May 2009 be a smooth sailing & fantastically awesome year for all too! :D
{ ssh, don't remind me of 'O's :X }

Cheers t this entire new year! (;

Tags replied ;

sandra :b : Yes riggghttt? :D Think he'll earn himself lotsa new fans aft filming this movie. Practically everyone went gaga aft watching this movie lo. They even named him th sex god or smth in th internet..hmm /: Anw, cyaz in sch tmr! :D

VANESSA : Hiii jnr :D Yes, don't remind me bout sch reopening but it'll sure be gd t catch you in sch or smth (: Cyaz..tmr!

HUIQI: L0l, relax my dear. Don't hafta feel guilty la L0l, I believe 99% of th people have yet t complete their workload too, neither have I. So Imma dead, minced meat too (:

JOLYN: Aha, sort of? But I still do like MichaelPhelps ok! :D I LIKE..BOTH{maybe Aaron Perry Johnson a lil mre lahorh? Since he's MUCH younger,hoho}! (: & NOW YOU'RE OFFICIALLY MY CLASSMATE FOR A DECADE! :D Not everyone gets t experince a fate like this ok! (:

Alicia: Hi :D Of course I do rmb you luh! I was wondering if you rmbed me. && I'm not busy luh, YOU ARE, social butterfly! :D

yx: Oh hi, you found your way here (: But can I not open th door in response t your knockings? L0l, kidding. You're welcome here anytime you want! I've read your blog too, but juz didn't tag, aha.

2008-12-31T13:45:00.003+08:00

Everytime I hear my blog song I'll feeeel ultra-high, hoho.

31.12.2008

See this date? {back to sch alert}

It's th 31sttttt! Like super fast huh? (: Would be counting down later, like who would miss it right? BUTBUT, counting down w/ my hols hwk. Tell me how cool is tht? (: In less than 11hours, we'd be bading 2008 farewell & welcoming 2009 w/ open arms ( uh, no, not exactlys, particular not for people w/ major exams going on nxt yr ) I even got tormented & taunted by dreams of 'O's ystd. But it was a considerably gd one! Coz I got A1 for Chi, aha. Tht's why it's a dream kuku! I'll nvr get A1 for Chi ( maybe last time yes, now, HELL NO! ). Dreams are meant for sleeping, geddit? (: Receiving back 'O' Lvl Chi results in a few days, gah. I'd rather juz do th paper wo having t receive back th results. Anw, it doesn't feel like sch-reopening @ all ! /: I don't feel a thing eh. I think...2weeks! 2 weeks mre & I'll be ready, gee :D

Ohoh, & I finally finished my A.Maths 99qns ! :D Is tht an accomplishment or wht? Aha.

2008-12-28T20:33:00.009+08:00

AARON JOHNSON. (L)

BURNING HOT & GORGEOUS, I KNW.

I evn change my blog song t th song frm Angus,Thongs & th Perf Snogging (:

& indeed, his aroma is indeed juz like th ultraviolet (:

2008-12-27T19:27:00.008+08:00

These 2days have been spent on studying{ hols hwk-ing session actu. } tgt w/ FF & BFF :D It was an all-enjoyable & fruitful one :D Did much mre qns w/'em than whn I was home alone, coz I usu end up sleeping,playing com,eating,watching teevee, or whtever BUT doing hwk /: I got restless too tho aft hwk-ing awhile & started making stupid noises & begging'em t go shopping & ++. As I claimed t'em, 'MY ATTENTION SPAN EXPIRED );' . They can really hang in thr for SUPA long ok! Completed much mre, needless t say. Gna study tgt w/'em agn tmr { naw, not sick of it tho (: } coz we found out this really coolio place in 'we knw whr-& you might/mightn't knw whr' place :D For us t knw, & for you t find out.

YAY. Looking forward t tmr tmr tmr!

Hopefully I can complete all th A.Maths 99qn by tmr, nono, IT'S A MUST. /:

But minus pt bout studying @ th place we studied tdy & tmr, is tht I can't help but succumb t temptations & sin (eat). Agn, I'm gna say th D word. DAMNIT. Th entire week of dieting have gone t a waste this Christmas season ); 好不容易才减的几公斤.

PFFS.

{ It's back t sq 1 agn I guess. EEE. }

2008-12-25T14:44:00.019+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS YY

Thanks t all loveys & darlings for th festive greetings. Most sms-es were received @ 12am+. Whoa, much mre grand than birthdays, L0l. Didn't expect any & didn't send out any myself either. But really, THANKS. Y

23/12/2008

Went t Orchard w/ JYan, HQ, San. , Lili & Jol. (: SUPA ENJOYABLE ok, everyth! (; Watched 'Angus,Thongs, & th Perfect Snogging'. Th male lead was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy handsome,gah. YYY He sure can get away w/ mre loves frm us girls. Walked arnd & usual stuffz thn trained back t Yishun for tuition. Thks JYan for acc me t dine. Ohoh, & th Jap theme restaurant is soooooooo pretty & cool! I like th titbits section! (; Sooooooooo adorable :D

24/12/2008

Went t Orchard { yes, again } w/ XTT. (: Watched 'Yes Man'. Pretty gd. :D Thumbs up sign* But we had t sit all th wayyyyyyyyyy infront, row P becoz th tix were selling fast /: Walked arnd, bought stuffz, ate { gah, DAMNIT sinful ); } Countdown thn home. Countdown was damn boring i tell you. IT WASN'T LIKE A COUNTDOWN @ ALL! ); Thr was no performances, no one was keeping track of th time, no host t boost up everyone's spirit, juz a sudden scream frm a bunch of crowd who started spraying white paint or smth @ one another D: Or perhaps we were @ th wrong side of Orchard? /: Countdown t me was getting pushed arnd by human crowd, traffic polices odering us arnd & plain lethargy. By 10pm, XTT & I were worn out alr & we only reached home @ 2am. But still, it's quite ok I suppose, it's still an experience afterall. But nxt time, I will never go for countdowns agn. But I want parties & sleepovers! ;D

OFF NOW, Adios.

2008-12-20T17:28:00.005+08:00

^ Above are pictos frm 6.1 chalet (: LUV! Y

^ & these are th other 2pictos frm YB.S.O.GA.B outing. AWW tht 1 of th file spoilt so San. couldn't upload it. It looked really pretty! /: But it's alright! :D

2008-12-19T16:53:00.006+08:00

" You got me going,

You're oh so charming

But I can't do it. "

But NO. You're most definitely NOT a womanizer /: But I juz know I can't (: Bcoz it leads t nowhere. & I really really don't wanta get into this th 2nd time aft sucha struggle. Thr're many mre reasons why not too though ; COUNTLESS. Whoa, I wouldn't evn gna fake up some fantasies or anyth. Bcoz i knw.

JUZ BACK FROM P6 2D1N CHALET.

Pictos & updates nxt time whnever I feel like it k. But now it feels gd t be home. It feels as though I've been overseas for a long longgg time ;P

2008-12-17T12:21:00.008+08:00

HI YB.S.O.GA.B! (L) (; YYYYY

San.! Hope you still kept all th other photos ok! Coz I want'em all! HOHOHO.

OUTING ; FINALLY. All five of us. (:

Went t Vivo w/ an intention t watch Wild Child BUT THEY DON'T HAVE! ); So we watched th supposedly NC-16 horror movie, Quarantine. & I WAS LAUGHING THRUOUT. Gah, I think I seriously AM A SADDIST. As mentioned before, my greatest happiness/wish is t be a clown who laughs at humans when they have their downfall, aha. & so I did. (: & I'm happy.

OMG. I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE PTING TH MIDDLE FINGER FOR IDK WHT REASON.

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{ perhaps I'm juz used t pting it everytime i blog :D }

Tht finger was meant t all those who watched & guffawed or whtsoever shit but not helping or bothering t help out, plaining acting oblivion & all whn I had my downfall. & t those who I've stood by their side whn they had problems but whn it's resolved, ignore me.

YOU DESERVE A BIG FAT FINGER.

2008-12-15T20:53:00.005+08:00

I'm so pissed & irritated w/ myself tht I've decided t starve myself t death.

I WILL.

Nothing I do is ever right, argh. Evn if I follow wht others tell me t do, I'm still wrong. WtFCK. I figured out tht perhaps thr's nth t do w/ th others, it's solely my fault tht I'm so helpless.

2008-12-14T19:57:00.005+08:00

Me: EEE! Ddy, th fish got whiskers one. Shivers*
Mom: Tht's why they're used as preys for th big fishes, coz they're ugly.
Me: Screams* AAH? Tht means I'll be killed v.soon luh? );
Dad: Laughs* How will I kill you? L0l.
Me: Look look LOOK! They look like tadpoles eh! You sure y'all nvr buy wrongly? Later they start jumping arnd in th aquarium how?
Dad: OMG. Don't scare me eh. Did we buy th wrong one?
Mom: No ah, correct wht. Is th correct fish.
Me: How big are th fishes gna grow till?
Dad: Not too big I suppose?
Me: Really meh? Later they grow up till th size of Shark Fish how? You'll die eh!
Dad: No luh, moreover their life span ain't tht long.
Me: No meh? They look like th fish people eat eh. Like see before eh!
Dad: No lah. (:
Me: Look @ daddy working away seriously w/ th fish tank*
Me: Eh, ddy, you really v.extraordinarily gd ugly stuffz eh! No wonder you treat me so well :D

Th fish mentioned above are th recently bought catfishes dad bought t save'em frm being eaten by th other big fishes. But 6 died, coz I overfed'em & resulted in th aquarium water in being overly clouded. :X

UGLY IS TH NEW OUTSTANDING YO.
& I'm v.determined t be th utmost outstanding superwoman, hohoho. No, of course I'm th most outstanding one, coz I'm th only superwoman. Ok, I shall be th utmost outstanding creature living in earth. Yesyes, evn mre outstanding thn cockroaches & pests. I think I alr am though, aha. But hey, while other girls are busy applying make ups & trying t enhace their looks, I can save up on sleep time + $$$ !