Wednesday, April 30, 2008;7:32 PM
BAD DAY ! ):
Was unable to complete my paper1. It was not because i hadn't enouqh time but i couldn't think of what to write. UrqFh. Paper 2 was a SUI BIAN do. Can't be botehred after paper 1. Kinda lost hope already bah. It's a poor study attitude but ayeez. How can you expect someone to do well aft sucha biq blow in the morninqq /: Okay. My lanquaqe ain't in the tip-top condition tdy. IDK what i'm even talkinqq the entire day / typinqq now. & friends arnd me are feelinqq so down today. Saw many of them tear. Cheerupz kay?
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008;8:42 PM
School would have been sucha bore w/o S.O.GA.B. Thanks qirls fer makinqq each & every school day filled w/ fun & lauqhter. & we shall MUG REAL HARD fer MYE kay? Show MCY that we learn even throuqh the process of CHATTING & LAUGHING durinqq lessons. Currently, there's this hearsay that she miqht swap our seats after MYE. Nono! IDW to chanqe seats. I love my current seat so much. Don't qet me weepinqq all over aqain. Ayeez. & the only resort is to SCORE FABULOUSLY & surprise her w/ our marvelous results ;D Think it'd be possible? Bet on it.
i hate pretendinqq lauqhinqq so hard just to cease the pain i'm feelinqq deep within. When oranqie told me my actions have been exaqqerated nowadays, i think i knw why. My feelinqqs are currently so extreme now. I hate this feelinqq, it's like tickinqq yourself just to make yourself lauqh & behavinqq in a silly manner just so as to make yourself lauqh. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW? No, i know you don't.
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Monday, April 28, 2008;8:44 PM
Manaqed to survive throuqh hmt papers tdy. It was okaye, i'd say. But it wouldn't be a really idealistic qrade bah? It took me qreat trouble tryinqq to understand the passaqes in paper 2 /: MUCH DIFFICULTY. But i bit the bullet & survived. WOW.
It's a wonder how i could be so true & sincere to certain people & yet so fake & insincere w/ some.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008;7:47 PM
TMR'S THE START OF MYE /:
Totally unprepared. Wanto knw how i prepared fer MYE? Revised a lil & i ended up so bored that i completed readinqq my 'Can you keep a secret' novel by Sophie Kinsella. God, bless me w/ luck & fluency in chinese tmr. I think i need tonzsx of them.
My balloon like love ; it dies off. I think i qet the hint.
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Saturday, April 26, 2008;1:33 PM
I HATE TO BE COMMANDED ARND.
Talk to me nicely. I WILL LISTEN. I understand i miqht be makinqq thinqs hard fer prefects but ayeez. Tell me off nicely w/ a PLEASE at least. I HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE STARTS TELLING ME TO DO THIS DO THAT. I hate it when people pretends to knw me EXTREMELY well even abt stuffs which i ain't sure myself & start SPREADING RUMORS. If i didn't tell you anythinqq PERSONALLY, i'd appreciate it v.much if ye all stop fabricatinqq tales & spreadinqq them to everyone. I'll tell ye all once i'm ready if i deem necessary kay?
Remaininqq coy is the best way out now.
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Friday, April 25, 2008;4:35 PM
I HATE THE WAY YOU ALWAYS PLUNGE ME TO BITTER HELL JUST WHEN I WAS IN SEVENTH HEAVEN.
S.O.GA.B , it wasn't any of your fault that i was unhappy after school kay? & i stormed off home was because i simply couldn't stand that damn place & some %^&*! people. It's definitely ain't any of you qirls' fault ;D So don't hafta feel bad or anythinqq kay? {33s!
Perhaps i was just once your nine days wonder. BASTARD.
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Thursday, April 24, 2008;6:46 PM
LESSONS ENDED AT 6 TODAY.
Sickeninqq yes. But thanks to my qirls fer makinqq lesson times ENJOYABLE ;D Lauqhed like mad despite borinqq lessons. My qirls seriously make GREAT ENTERTAINERS. I LOVE 3G + S.O.GA.B {33s ! Tmr's qoinqq to be SO MUCH WORSE. 2 Maths Supplementary aft sch + 2 tuition at niqht. RAWRRR! MYE, PLS BE OVER & DONE WITH ASAP.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008;8:39 PM
i pass! i pass! i pass! i pass! i pass!
Joy-o-joy. Manaqed to pass by 1sec. Kinda lucky huh? I was feelinqq so terrible that i sat down halfway when i was reachinqq the finishinqq point. Was feelinqq a lil unwell since ystd but still, i decided to run cause IDW to run alone next week. So kuku! =X But i'm qlad that i passed all the same. & now that i realise, 3q's kinda qood in runninqq huh? Not many failures i'm proud to say. But i think i've sprained my leq /: Aww. But it's okay. At least it's worth it. I finally qot my bronze. YAY! But Mrs Goh accused me of runninqq only 3 rounds. Rawrrr! I completed the entire run kay? Ran until so xin ku somemore /: & thanks qirls fer the wishes before the run & several 3q-ians fer acc me & cheerinqq me on. MUCH APPRECIATED ;D love you all lahh {33s! received back e.lit test & yet aqain, it was just a borderline pass. It's sucha BORDERLINE PASS DAY ayeez? Hee. But i'm still contented despite xP
YAY! Tuesdays shall no lonqer be filled w/ miseries. Thanks to my loveliest qirls who nvr fail to be by my side, providinqq a listeninqq ear & makinqq my day ever so happy & filled w/ lauqhter. Funnaye luh you all. But that's the reason why i love you all oh-so much. MUCHO LOVE {33s! XOXO Miserable tuesdays, it's history now ;D
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Monday, April 21, 2008;7:12 PM
2.4 RUN TMR.
The thouqht of it nvr fait to make my heart skip a beat. Haven't been passinqq since last year /: UH-OH Think i'll pass? Quite impossible ayeez? I don't wanto fail aqain! ): Know the feelinqq of failinqq? It's bad bad BAD! Anw, received back a.maths, c.qeoqq & enq papers tdy. Manaqe to scrape throuqh them w/ a borderline pass. Phew. But i'm so goinqq to fail a.maths test tdy. Sucha killer! Dx Ms Woo commented that i was supposed to be easy. EASY?! IDT so. & thanks fer everythinqq tdy sweetiepie. Love you. XOXO. The cupcake was DELICIOUS! As sweet as you luh sweetiepie {33s!
Reckon i'm MUCH better alr judginqq from tdy, thouqh i'm still not quite fully healed from the wound you left me {/3 IMY. I'm sure you DK.
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Sunday, April 20, 2008;12:58 PM
LAUGH MY SORROW OUT.
Reckon i need some time. IDK what the hell's wronqq w/ me. Feiqninqq happiness just to numb myself. Actinqq silly just to make myself lauqh. Just qet me done & over it asap luhh! I have soo much i wanto tell, so much i wanto say but i don't feel like talkinqq. WEIRD riaht? I knw. Reckon it's because i knw if i start talkinqq, foul lanquaqes will startinqq spillinqq out. Someone once said that when anqry, count to 100, when v.anqry, curse. & apparently i'm FURIOUS presently. I'm beinqq so contradictory nowadays. My whole body is in sucha daze that i just couldn't think & feel riqht. THAT FEELING SUCKS FYI. When will be the next time i lauqh from deep within my heart? This day would come SOON, wouldn't it? EMO SH1T. But i'm feelinqq much better tdy alr. GREAT.WONDERFUL.KEEP THAT UP JIAHUI ;D
Such qab bitches. YUCKZX. Don't tell us what to do, how to behave. We have our own attitude, like it or not, it's not up to you all to comment. TYVM.
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Saturday, April 19, 2008;12:51 PM
IT HURTS. So much that i'm pretty much numb & emotionless these few days.
My body's achinqq from top to toe. How bad could it qet? My head's achinqq, my heart's achinqq, my stomache's achinqq, my limbs are achinqq. EVERYTHING just seemed to be crashinqq down at once. IDT i can take it anymore /: NONE of my emotions are true or sincere from deep within my heart nowadays. Or rather, my heart's in such qreat pain it can no lonqer feel anythinqq anymore. i don't wanto continue beinqq sucha cranky & qrumpy ladyee, scoldinqq my dearests. UH? Despicable aye? I knw. The feelinqq SUCKS TO THE CORE.
Have you ever felt your heart was breakinqq, lookinqq down at the road you should be takinqq. I should've known cos i loved i lost the day you decided to walk out of my like {/3
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Friday, April 18, 2008;10:07 PM
RIDICULOUS.
Ridiculous teachers. people. friends. comments. & I'M FURIOUS OKAY? Only some of my qirls understand why. EVERYTHING JUST CAME CRASHING DOWN. & sorry F.G fer showinqq ye all attitude & scoldinqq ye all tdy. I din mean it, you all knw i don't. Was in sucha foul mood today w/ SUCK UP PEOPLE. EEWW! But I promise thr won't be a second time kay? & TM was so hilarious that she made my day so happy & hyper luhh! && don't be anqry already aye TM? {33s! XOXO
i can't believe you were the one to build me up & tear me down like an abandoned house.
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008;4:38 PM
AYEEZ. IT'S YET ANOTHER DAY WASTED IN SCHOOL /:
School was borinqq ): NO CLOVES PERIODS TODAY! Aww. & i went WHY WHY, TELL ME WHYY fer the rest of the day. CLOVES periods were replaced by A.Maths & P.Chemistry *yawn* & NO EXTRA HMT LESSONS AFTER SCHOOL. & that's definitely a YAY! Thanks mei once aqain fer the titbits today. Couldn't have survived w/o them lahh! & now that i realised, mineral water are SO BLANDLESS =/ Yet i had no choice but the drink 1 & 1/2 bottles of them. Tuition later. RAWRRR! & Mediacorp tmr to support CCHY in some Educational Chinese Competition. YAY YAY MOREE YAY!
It couldn't have hurt more ; it doesn't make a difference. I have went throuqh the hardest of time w/o you.
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Monday, April 14, 2008;6:10 PM
1ST DAY SURVIVING ON WATER
It was a touqh time tryinqq to survive chiefly on water & perhaps some small lil treats from my qirls. Hee. Thanks {33s! Ah well. School was bad bad BAD ): IT'S HORRIBLE! Every teacher were so worked up w/ 3q. IDK why. & i think they're most probably anqry with me twoos /: RAWRRR! & IDW qeoqq remedial lahh Dx NOO! IDW! Ouqhta have studied HARDER if i known earlier that the test today holds sucha siqnificance importance. Hopefully i'll pass aye? Yes, do PRAY HARD fer me. I need LOTS of luck. & i failed my chem test yet aqain. BOO! & it's seriously time i start beinqq more lady-like & stop actinqq like some uncivilised, uneducated people in school.
The Volcano erupted just today in 3q, wonder if ye all felt it twoos /:
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Sunday, April 13, 2008;8:19 PM
SO HEAVILY IN DEBT /:
Owinqq so much money that i think i could only pay them off by the end of the month. Rawrrr! Somehow IDK why i just couldn't brinqq myself to steal from my parents aqain. Weird huh? i'll be survivinqq on chiefly mineral water fer the rest of the days & steady commented that i'll be dead by the end of the month i pay off my debt. Wells, i'd be skippinqq meals in school but i'll still be eatinqq BREAKFAST & DINNER. Totally can't survive w/o food luhh. Hheh xP But it's a qood reason fer me to qet serious w/ my diet. Daddy remarked that i'm startinqq to qrow fat alr =/ & he really meant it this time round. BOO!
It's the Kindness 360 Deqrees week. Be a kind soul & do a qood deed per day. Show your love by donatinqq can food items and/or money (much preferable) to JIAHUI ;D
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Monday, April 7, 2008;6:31 PM
School's sucha dread =/ Especially durinqq C.Geoqq onwards. So many people missinqq from class. The feelinqq is weird aye? Somehow, 3q seems v.incomplete. Weird. Anw, was pretty lifeless tdy as commented by steady. Ayee. IDK what i was thinkinqq all this time also. & i hate it when people talk to me when i'm occupied w/ other stuffs such as hhah hhah HHAH. So sorry steady ; fer beinqq sucha poor entertainer & cranky preqnant froq w/ meonpause tdy. & chocsta! I nvr anqry w/ you lahh!
Ookay. P.Physics test was better than the previous one thouqh i'm still unsure whether i could pass. Lost 9 marks fer the time beinqq.Rawrrr! I DID STUDY ookay? I really really did this time round xP & E.Maths lesson was scaryy =/ She was like a sleepinqq volcano, ready to erupt anytime luh. Brr. & she called us her citizens. UH? Funnaye. But i must admit i was pretty touched by her tryinqq to come up w/ different ways to enqaqe us. & sorry lahh Ms Woo. Fer always runninqq away. I shan't run away the next time alriqhts? I WILL STAY until ye announce class' dismissed aye?
& i do aqree w/ steady that we ouqhta stop talkinqq abt THEM.I'm sure our lives don't just revolve arnd THEM. D'you know fer the rest of ystd, i just sat thr & stared while THEIR names appeared in my mind ; consistently on & off. Unable to concentrate on my work as a result. AYEE. IT'S TIME TO STRIKE THEM OFF MY MINDS. GOOD BYE. & OFF THEY SHALL GO.
TEEHEEHEE ;D
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Thursday, April 3, 2008;9:01 PM
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY DADDY <33s!
Feelinqq ridiculous for the entire day. & thanks steady for the shu-weet letter of yours today twoos ;D Mucho loves {33s! New timetable has resulted in 2 extra P.Chem periods & 2 E.Maths periods lesser for this week. UH? Doesn't make much difference. I'd prefer to have 2 extra PE periods or CLOVES lesson instead lahh! Received Year book today & had a qreat lauqh at photos. Somehow, i still think i prefer 2005 and 2005 one lahh! The quality of photos for the latest issue's so lousy luh! =/ Ain't pretty at all as stated by teachers, i assure you.
Lauqhter, my best disquise {/3
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008;5:23 PM
No tuition today! Yay yay yayy! I SO HATE STUDYING LUH! Felt like dozinqq off in class today ; typical Wednesdays. Got scolded by Ms Woo today for writinqq rubbish workinqqs. Haiyo sorry luh. Somehow IDK why i feel very xin tonqq to upset her & I'm the first person whom she scold in 3q ookay? Rawrrr! Ah well =/ The feelinqq's bad bad BAD. & yes. Got cauqht by Kenneth Nq. But at least he didn't ask me to buy the CCHY socks. 3q qot another scoldinqq from Ms Lin aqain. Kinda weekly routine uh? Xi quan jiu hao ;D But thanks Apple for the huqqs thouqh IDT i was sad at all =/ & thanks Chocsta for the shu-weet letter today <33s! XOXO
&& mommy qave me the prepaid card today. She was supposed to qive me tmr but i suppose she forqot. Nehmind nehmind. The earlier the better xP The feelinqq of beinqq able to msq aqain's GREAT (x
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Tuesday, April 1, 2008;8:55 PM
A GREAT LAUGH TODAY
Pranked on Brandon and KunYanqq today. Hhah. They so funnaye and cute luh! Refer to steady's bloqq for more detailed information abt the prank. & it's rare that I'm this happy and hiqh on tuesdays. & i shall and i WILL stay this way. & thanks Sweetiepie for the heart shape keychain. So shu-weet of her luh! <33s!
YOUR HEART , MY HEART. Hhah hhah HHAH ;D
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