Sunday, November 30, 2008;10:14 AM
Currently blogging @ Changi Airport T2.
Waitin for th gate t open {t me, it's mre like waiting for th g8 of hell t open /: Aha}
Gna miss everyone like crazyshit but daddy promised t let me go shoppin thr, goodeh! K, th g8 of hell opened.
Gotta go! Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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Saturday, November 29, 2008;5:52 PM
BACK FRM CHOIR CAMP !! (;
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BUT GNA LEAVE FOR PENANG TMR MORN );
Gah. IDK why th sad face. Perhaps coz I really really dread th airplane ride tmr. As I've always said, airplane rides are hella torturin ! You suddenly have telescopic eyes you nvr knew you have, & start seein a whole galaxy of stars. & it appears tht I'm sick aft camp ystd /: VERY. & I'm phobic of my phone for now so I'm not intendin t lay my finger on it, until I return frm Penang (if I can make it back home safely, tht is).
Anw, thks Douglas for th cards ystd (; Thks for tht few hours of entertainment as well yea? Much gratitudes.
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BUT GNA LEAVE FOR PENANG TMR MORN );
Gah. IDK why th sad face. Perhaps coz I really really dread th airplane ride tmr. As I've always said, airplane rides are hella torturin ! You suddenly have telescopic eyes you nvr knew you have, & start seein a whole galaxy of stars. & it appears tht I'm sick aft camp ystd /: VERY. & I'm phobic of my phone for now so I'm not intendin t lay my finger on it, until I return frm Penang (if I can make it back home safely, tht is).
Anw, thks Douglas for th cards ystd (; Thks for tht few hours of entertainment as well yea? Much gratitudes.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008;2:25 PM
Nvr write whn u're angry.
So I reckon I shouldn't be typin here huh? Coz I have 1001 reasons t be angry w/ this god damn artificial world. Way many t be listed than words can describe, mre than any space can hold.
Now I knw why certain people h8 this world sososooo much tht they resort t th extreme by attemptin t blast th whole world, coz I feel like it too. Ystd durin tuition I told JYin I'm gna be rude frm now on, & I really am. Bcoz I see no pt in bein nice t mankind whn they only end up takin u for granted & stuffz. _|_
HELLO? WHY SHOULD I BE NICE SINCE WHN HAS TH WORLD BEEN NICE T ME?
Juz bcoz I'm unlike you humans coz imma superwoman doesn't mean y'all can treat me anyhow y'all like ok!
But of course, I knw it's me myself & I who'll end up gettin scolded for bein rude.
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TYPICAL.
Ahya, everytime anyth goes wrong it's always me one mah. Mankind whr will make mistakes?
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008;6:59 PM
Phone has $0.00 credit alr. So don't bother texting & pardon me if I don't reply alrights?
Anwayz, not goin work for this week & nxt. Got stuffz on. Nth tmr but juz..don't feel like goin (; No pt workin for juz 1 day right, ha. Thks alot for tdy girls. & Dawn for takin me in on Sun. Think I'd have cried till I went blind if it weren't fer you.
YYY! (:
I'm taking things v.calmly as Dbr said, aha. & I really really am.
GOOD.
GOOD JOB, INVISIBLE SUPERWOMAN :D
I'm not angry, juz tht a lil time off will be gd for both of us. We'd still be friends, we still are. Juz..give us both some time k? Each f/s has their own crisis & this is ours. I chose t take this 2 weeks off coz it's th best alternative I can think of. Lest you have any other better suggestion? Hopefully this separation of 2weeks will teach us both t treasure each other mre & learn t regard each another w/ mre respect.
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Monday, November 24, 2008;8:29 PM
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT hurts );
Soooo v.much.
I fear history will replay itself bcoz it seems t have. Everytime things go wrong I'm left all by myself, no support no nothing while others have all th forces t 'emselves. No one ever stopped by in their hectic life t care bout how I feel. They'd MUCH RATHER amuse other people than t give a shave bout me, HAHAHA.
Don't say tht you care. Whr were you whn I felt so miserable? Flirting w/ th guyz, right. You don't evn realise I was missin, ha. How gr8 a friend can you be. You give me th impression tht entertainin, amusin & flirtin w/ th rest are your prior in life. If your friend is upset, IT DOESN'T MATTER. As long as you have th guyz, as long u're happy. Everytime you laugh I couldn't take it anymre. I've always dropped obvious hints tht I don't like certain of ur actions, but you refused t believe coz you always believe tht NO ONE in this god damn world will dislike you coz u're soooo 'adorable'. Right. You're always praisin urself t heaven but demoralisin me like I don't need pride. Think back @ everyth you've said t me. THINK! How can it be so tht I was feelin so miserable, on th brink of th tears while you whose juz beside me can laugh & jokin & havin th time of ur life w/ th guyz.
" A FRIEND IS ONE WHO STEPS IN WHN TH WORLD STEPS OUT "
Sometimes I ponder if you really stepped in before.
A true friend is supposed t be by his/her side whn he/she's down & not laughing away & being oblivion t her feelings. Ystd, I realise I've lost you. I realise it's really time t review this f/s. I don't want t forsake th gd memories we shared. But..th hurt you've caused me weigh equally as much as th gd memories we had.
I'M QUITTIN JOB, YES, MOST PROB.
My heart says quit but my mind says no :X Tell me, wht t do. Workin is like hell t me, seriously. 18th lvl of hell. So torturous, like a knife piercin thru my heart.
Ystd, I realized tht perhaps god really cr8ed mankind equally. While others are blessed w/ intelligence, charm, beauty or whtever sh1t. I'm blessed w/ a supernatural power, ha !
Coz I finally realised I'm I-N-V-I-S-I-B-L-E. No one really notice my presence, no one gives a damn. Everyone is oblivious t my feelings, no one bothers, HAHAHAAAAAAAA. No one has this supernatural power but me, ha. One & only huh?
I'm an invisible superwoman.
Superwoman was included coz I promised myself t be strong, but thn I realise no, im seriously a superwoman coz I wear my undergarments inside out & basically I'm th fool, people nvr take me seriously, get wht I mean now? :D
DON'T WRY. I'LL ADAPT T MY SUPERNATURAL POWER SOON (;
Soooo v.much.
I fear history will replay itself bcoz it seems t have. Everytime things go wrong I'm left all by myself, no support no nothing while others have all th forces t 'emselves. No one ever stopped by in their hectic life t care bout how I feel. They'd MUCH RATHER amuse other people than t give a shave bout me, HAHAHA.
Don't say tht you care. Whr were you whn I felt so miserable? Flirting w/ th guyz, right. You don't evn realise I was missin, ha. How gr8 a friend can you be. You give me th impression tht entertainin, amusin & flirtin w/ th rest are your prior in life. If your friend is upset, IT DOESN'T MATTER. As long as you have th guyz, as long u're happy. Everytime you laugh I couldn't take it anymre. I've always dropped obvious hints tht I don't like certain of ur actions, but you refused t believe coz you always believe tht NO ONE in this god damn world will dislike you coz u're soooo 'adorable'. Right. You're always praisin urself t heaven but demoralisin me like I don't need pride. Think back @ everyth you've said t me. THINK! How can it be so tht I was feelin so miserable, on th brink of th tears while you whose juz beside me can laugh & jokin & havin th time of ur life w/ th guyz.
" A FRIEND IS ONE WHO STEPS IN WHN TH WORLD STEPS OUT "
Sometimes I ponder if you really stepped in before.
A true friend is supposed t be by his/her side whn he/she's down & not laughing away & being oblivion t her feelings. Ystd, I realise I've lost you. I realise it's really time t review this f/s. I don't want t forsake th gd memories we shared. But..th hurt you've caused me weigh equally as much as th gd memories we had.
I'M QUITTIN JOB, YES, MOST PROB.
My heart says quit but my mind says no :X Tell me, wht t do. Workin is like hell t me, seriously. 18th lvl of hell. So torturous, like a knife piercin thru my heart.
Ystd, I realized tht perhaps god really cr8ed mankind equally. While others are blessed w/ intelligence, charm, beauty or whtever sh1t. I'm blessed w/ a supernatural power, ha !
Coz I finally realised I'm I-N-V-I-S-I-B-L-E. No one really notice my presence, no one gives a damn. Everyone is oblivious t my feelings, no one bothers, HAHAHAAAAAAAA. No one has this supernatural power but me, ha. One & only huh?
I'm an invisible superwoman.
Superwoman was included coz I promised myself t be strong, but thn I realise no, im seriously a superwoman coz I wear my undergarments inside out & basically I'm th fool, people nvr take me seriously, get wht I mean now? :D
DON'T WRY. I'LL ADAPT T MY SUPERNATURAL POWER SOON (;
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Sunday, November 23, 2008;12:29 PM
BETTER BETTER BETTERRRRRRR!
Yay me.
I'm feelin hell lots better + sales was better! I'm happy coz I got t see MG! Aha, no longer SG { Told you I change reaaaally fast ;P Or perhaps both la, aha } Wasn't able t reach sales target initially but thr was this woman whose's flithy rich I tell you! Bought 9 @ a go. I juz ask her d'you want this thn she say yaya, help me take t cashier, L0l. Should've promoted t her th whole rack laaa but I scared she get so pissed w/ me thn refuse t buy anymre so I didn't. Hope thr'll be mre of such customers! (; Work agn afterwards thn off for Mon & Tue. As promised yea Dawn? Shopping! On Mon ;D Can't wait alr luh yknw!
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Bcoz I'm so enchanted by ur smile. I like everyth you do ; ur gr8 attitude, ur friendliness, ur actions, everyth! Most of all, I really really reaaaaally like your smile t th max. I've nvr seen anyone smile as gorgeous like you. & you make me look forward t everyday luhhh! Doubt this'll last long. But it's always comfortin t see you arnd, really.
Yay me.
I'm feelin hell lots better + sales was better! I'm happy coz I got t see MG! Aha, no longer SG { Told you I change reaaaally fast ;P Or perhaps both la, aha } Wasn't able t reach sales target initially but thr was this woman whose's flithy rich I tell you! Bought 9 @ a go. I juz ask her d'you want this thn she say yaya, help me take t cashier, L0l. Should've promoted t her th whole rack laaa but I scared she get so pissed w/ me thn refuse t buy anymre so I didn't. Hope thr'll be mre of such customers! (; Work agn afterwards thn off for Mon & Tue. As promised yea Dawn? Shopping! On Mon ;D Can't wait alr luh yknw!
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Bcoz I'm so enchanted by ur smile. I like everyth you do ; ur gr8 attitude, ur friendliness, ur actions, everyth! Most of all, I really really reaaaaally like your smile t th max. I've nvr seen anyone smile as gorgeous like you. & you make me look forward t everyday luhhh! Doubt this'll last long. But it's always comfortin t see you arnd, really.
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Saturday, November 22, 2008;9:10 AM
Lookin back, i USED t have so many things, but one by one, I lost'em.
Perhaps whtever I used t have were not meant t last. Tell me, wht lasts?
Perhaps whtever I used t have were not meant t last. Tell me, wht lasts?
Ystd's sales was even better! Thr was some lady's night or smth, so we had t work till 11pm. Sales was gd but I wasn't happy @ all ystd, yes not @ all. Don't even have th mood t promote. Yes, & I was rude, givin attitide t staffs & JYan, almost givin attitude t customers as well. It was un-me t do such stuffz, coz usu I'd shut my hell up whnever I'm angry or whtsoever but ystd I actually threw tantrum right in front of everyone /: But I guess I knw th reason why I behaved as such. Thks pee for everyth ystd, I'll try alrights? :D I juz.. don't feel too stable emotionally ystd.
All I need now's water, yes waterrrrrr.
I'm so drained out of water tht I don't evn have any tears t spare + throat flaming & hurtin like hell + most imptly, water t put out tht hot-temperedness in me.
SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG ! (; For now, aha.
Whtever on th surface is sureal.
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Start afresh, perhaps tht's th only alternative.
I'm so drained out of water tht I don't evn have any tears t spare + throat flaming & hurtin like hell + most imptly, water t put out tht hot-temperedness in me.
SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG ! (; For now, aha.
Whtever on th surface is sureal.
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Start afresh, perhaps tht's th only alternative.
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Friday, November 21, 2008;11:29 AM
Ystd was brilliant! (;
Super mega duper happy ystd coz :
- I completed readin 1 storybook ; finally I manage t complete readin an entire bk w/o quittin halfway, aha. I knw it's not a gr8 achievement or smth but @ least I fulfilled my wishlist for this Dec hols righto? :D
- Got t play PuzzlePirates w/ XJun. {Thr, another pt in my wishlist for Dec hols fulfilled! :D } It was for a short while only tho, coz I was a lil bored of th game, ha. Seems tht I cannot sustain doin anyth for long huh? ;P
- Job was MUCH MRE FUN ystd as compared t Wed which was a downrightttt bore { so much so tht I evn told Lithium sq I wanted t quit th job D: But luckily, ystd was GDDDDDDD! } ok! + nice staffs on shift t work w/ ystd + no embarrassments ystd + friendly customers who'll greet you back as well + good sales ystd. Tell me how happy it can be?
&& I've became mre courteous! {Only on th workground of course}
& JYan & I figured out why ystd was so fruitful & fulfillin, coz.... we both wore smth of our fav color, tht is YELLOW & BLUE ! I always have gd luck whenever I wear smth YELLOW I realised. & I'm serious ok! It brought me relatively gd results for EOY, helped me find a job & brought in a terrifically awesome sales+day ystd! (: Someday I'm gna wear YELLOW thruout, ha.
Tags replied ;
JOLYN : I don't have a link section, ha, sry. Butbutbut, I'll visit your blog often! Th Domo pictures in your blog are so cuteeeeee la! Keep updatin k! Coz I'll always read ur blog (; Cya durin tuition on Tue! :D & Yes, I was w/ her @ tht time & we forgot u were in camp. Sry if we disturbed you or anyth uh /:
Alicia : OH :O HAHAHAAA. K la k la, nice. Missed you! But doubt u'll have anytime for me /: But it's ok, coz I knw u're a social bird, busybusy woman, aha (:
VANESSA : So many smileys in your tag! Ya, same recess. Thn we can see each other almost everyday! Cyaz....nxt yr! (;
dawn : HIIIIIIIIII ! Ya, but I took a day off so we can go out nxt Mon (; Thks so much dear! Hope I can do a gd job :D & you sound so excited, L0l. Luvya! <3
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008;12:27 PM
IMMA HAPPY CHILD! (;
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Think I can juz keep on smilin like this, well, @ least for now, hee.
I feel so high tht I feel like slappin bitches. People who judge people by wht they hear & not wht they feel/see personally.
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Yes, youuuuuu.
Anw, JYan & I manage t find a job, wheeeehuuuuoooooeeeeeeee! Workin as sales promoter for some Christmas thing. Like it alot kayyyy!
Reasons why I like this job bcoz :
It's fun workin thr, really. Tho we'd hafta put up w/ customers & be like their slaves or smth, for th sake of money, for once, IT PAYS T BE KIND, aha. But aft work hours, it's a definite no-no. We'd hafta bow & greet customers & stuffs so JYan & I were sayin we'd be able t attain Zen like aft toleratin all those sh1t. But most customers were nice {: Some they look so fascinated & make you explain t'em lots of stuffz but end up not buyin, L0l. Still, it's a gd xperience. K, gna prepare t meet JYan for work agn now.
& we're gna do a good job tdy!
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Keep smilin hoy!
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Think I can juz keep on smilin like this, well, @ least for now, hee.
I feel so high tht I feel like slappin bitches. People who judge people by wht they hear & not wht they feel/see personally.
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Yes, youuuuuu.
Anw, JYan & I manage t find a job, wheeeehuuuuoooooeeeeeeee! Workin as sales promoter for some Christmas thing. Like it alot kayyyy!
Reasons why I like this job bcoz :
- Got Christmas feeeeeeeeeeel.
- Get t see lotsa Ang Mohs + hot guys! ♥
- It's @ town area (;
- Gd timin {Promotion ends arnd l8 dec, juz in time for sch reopenin}
- I have JYan t acc me while workin, aha, so I won't feel so lonely.
It's fun workin thr, really. Tho we'd hafta put up w/ customers & be like their slaves or smth, for th sake of money, for once, IT PAYS T BE KIND, aha. But aft work hours, it's a definite no-no. We'd hafta bow & greet customers & stuffs so JYan & I were sayin we'd be able t attain Zen like aft toleratin all those sh1t. But most customers were nice {: Some they look so fascinated & make you explain t'em lots of stuffz but end up not buyin, L0l. Still, it's a gd xperience. K, gna prepare t meet JYan for work agn now.
& we're gna do a good job tdy!
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Keep smilin hoy!
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Monday, November 17, 2008;2:33 PM
Supposed t go zoooooo tdy but due t financial recession, my family decided tht perhaps it'd be better t give th zoo trip a miss t save $ ! I was th one who suggested it, so praise me people! ;P Of course I'm juz kiddin, coz I always say t save $ but end up spendin th most /: My house's deadpan borin ok, serious. My desktop + tv's spoilt, gah. Now my entire family's survivin on dad's laptop. We use it t go online + watch videos, aha. Imagine how impt th laptop is t us. Tv'd be arrivin tmr, thk god. Though I picked up th habit of reading recently bcoz it's my only source of entertainment ever since th tv broke down, I'll fall asleep aft readin every 10+ pages, pffs. Desktop'd hafta wait till aft we come back frm Penang tho, but it's ok! I haven't been usin th desktop much (: Computer tables will arrive in awhilst time, but wht's th pt of havin tables w/o th essence, th com righto? Anw, I hope it'll stop rainin, so Dawn & I can go t Montreal Park down my house t play swing + talk. So stop raining kayyyyy? :DSo.., anw, & I think I'm 90% sure of goin t poly, juz unsure which poly t choose now {: Most probably TP coz Tourism courses thr are conducted @ Sentosa, way coolz righto? [: But might not go tho, depends /:
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Saturday, November 15, 2008;9:31 PM
200th post.
Top 10 things for Dec Hols :
- Choir camp frm 28-29 Nov
- Penang trip frm 30Nov-5/6Dec
- P6 chalet frm 18-19Dec
- Run + Excercise
- Complete hols hwk { it's a must isn't it? ;( }
- Get a part time job w/ JYan
- Read lotsa storybks
- Puzzle pirate w/ XJun agn
- Celebrate Christmas & NewYear
- HAVE FUN :D
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Friday, November 14, 2008;9:28 PM
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GooDay , Gr8 Day! ;D
Went t Marina Sq t sing K {xcept tht it 5h of singin was a lil too long /: But still, Ok! ;D } w/ Lithium square+HQ+San.+ Dbr thn P6 chalet discussion w/ th 'chalot' as Dor. called it, LMAO. Really a crazy bunch of people ok! They were old friends of mine but somehow they felt like new friends, ha. I'm really glad I'd still have y'all aft we separated aft P6 (: I realise I actually do kinda miss a handful of my pri sch friends,hmm.♥!
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008;7:08 PM
My, th thunder's rumblin like hell now. Dad says tht if it doesn't stops by 7.30pm, he wouldn't allow me t go for tuition );
Tags replied.
toh : Yes yes, certainly I do rmb you. Will be posting th details (attendance list, price, venue etc) of th chalet durin th weekends here. So do keep updated alrights? We'd be circulatin emails+smses abt th chalet details too I suppose, so yea, will keep you updated (: Sry t keep you waitin tho /:
LILI : Yea, & it's soon soon sooooon this fri whoooooohooooouuuueeee! ;D We shall sing our hearts out alrights? :D
Alicia : Yes mateY :X You saw me, but I didn't ;P & I thought why would you be so nice t call me la. Thought you missed me or wht, pffs. Yea, they are, there are lots of other interesting games @ Y8 too {;
VANESSA : Hi. [: Hmm, I don't have a link section tho /: But I'll visit your blog whnever I'm free alrights? Anw, kinda surprised you found my blog laaa. You saw my link @ Miaosi's blog huh?
adrain : You are? Yes, I was so bloody stupid t have ever harbor such thoughts. But I'll nvr harbor such thoughts ever agn.
Parents allow me t go for tuition agn now, gddd.
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008;7:43 PM
Phy SPA tdy was avg. , v.avg. Got th linearly related t wrong tho, pffs. 8/10 would be gd enuf for me, I knw whr I stand la plz. Anw, went t HQ house t slack {last min decision} since it was still early aft breakf & I refused t go home, ;P. Played games @ Y8, & both me & HQ love th below game t th max. Coz it's so hella addictive+thrilling laaa. You'd be so taken away tht u start shoutin @ th top of ur lungs + so frustrated @ times tht you'll start cussin. Screamed alot durin which, gd way of distressin, really. I was much mre polite > HQ tho coz I added a plz aft every sentence, HAHAHAAA. But do try th game if you've got nth beta t do alrights? :D Gna go ovr t HQ house w/ th rest tmr t play th game + watch movie + whtever other stuffz tgt, wheeeehuuuuoooeee.
Click here to play this game
Th following two are not bad too (;
Lazy 1
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Lazy 2
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Th following two are not bad too (;
Lazy 1
Click here to play this game
Lazy 2
Click here to play this game
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Monday, November 10, 2008;8:01 PM
Who cares?
Who cares whtever you/ur friends claim u're gna do?
Pluck th moon for all you can.
Bet I'd laugh my fat ass off @ you.
If I don't I must've been too stunned & shell-shocked by ur severely low intellectual lvl .
Tht v.day you told us u hope we'd nvr go on separate ways.
For once I believed you, bcoz you seemed earnest.
I thought we were th one @ fault, I thought we were th one who were xpectin too much frm y'all.
I thought we were th one who were petty & were forsakin th beautiful memories we once shared.
I was so bloody stupid, so stupid t have evn thought up th motto of :
4Give & 4Get ; an identity which gives & get. {take special notice on th spellin}
I've nvr been v.bright but I couldn't believe I was so dim t such extent.
Nxt time don't evn bother sayin it whn you don't mean it ok?
Whn up till now y'all are still xcludin us frm all ur activities.
Don't apologise whn you don't mean it la PLZ.
Bcoz it's utter
BULLSHIT.
U're supposed t shit w/ ur ass, not ur mouth so hell yeah, shut th trap up.
'I hope we'd nvr go on separate ways' ; ANYONE & EVERYONE can say it.
A speech like this, I can even speak it much better than you do la plz.
L-I-A-R-S. All speak & no do.
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Who cares whtever you/ur friends claim u're gna do?
Pluck th moon for all you can.
Bet I'd laugh my fat ass off @ you.
If I don't I must've been too stunned & shell-shocked by ur severely low intellectual lvl .
Tht v.day you told us u hope we'd nvr go on separate ways.
For once I believed you, bcoz you seemed earnest.
I thought we were th one @ fault, I thought we were th one who were xpectin too much frm y'all.
I thought we were th one who were petty & were forsakin th beautiful memories we once shared.
I was so bloody stupid, so stupid t have evn thought up th motto of :
4Give & 4Get ; an identity which gives & get. {take special notice on th spellin}
I've nvr been v.bright but I couldn't believe I was so dim t such extent.
Nxt time don't evn bother sayin it whn you don't mean it ok?
Whn up till now y'all are still xcludin us frm all ur activities.
Don't apologise whn you don't mean it la PLZ.
Bcoz it's utter
BULLSHIT.
U're supposed t shit w/ ur ass, not ur mouth so hell yeah, shut th trap up.
'I hope we'd nvr go on separate ways' ; ANYONE & EVERYONE can say it.
A speech like this, I can even speak it much better than you do la plz.
L-I-A-R-S. All speak & no do.
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Saturday, November 8, 2008;8:35 PM
Everyth's perfect on th surface. {Reality vs perception}
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
No one is obliged t any other but self.
Thru this yr, I've learnt t lie & t be self-conceited.
Wht's th pt of bein honest, of dedicatin urself t any sort of r/s whn you get nth in return?
Sometimes, fabricatin & livin in a world of phantasm & simulation is better.
Shut up, nth's meant t last in this world.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
No one is obliged t any other but self.
Thru this yr, I've learnt t lie & t be self-conceited.
Wht's th pt of bein honest, of dedicatin urself t any sort of r/s whn you get nth in return?
Sometimes, fabricatin & livin in a world of phantasm & simulation is better.
Shut up, nth's meant t last in this world.
+ I see no future in you.
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Thursday, November 6, 2008;7:28 PM
'O's OH! ;O
Had both 'O' Lvl Chem SPA 1 + 'O' Lvl Chi tdy & ystd respectively. Let's juz say, SPA was good coz I finally knw how t tackle such qns wheeehooeee! + I managed t finish th practical be4 time :D Really hope can get 8/10. SPAs make up 20% of 'O' Lvl Chem, gaspin yea? So tht means th SPA tdy make up abt 7%? /: Chi Os were bad, hella bad, though. I wrote my worst compo durin 'O's. Gr8, juz hooow gr888! {note sarcasm} Worst out of th worst, & I mean it. Deadpan serious whn I say this ok. & I have people who said th Chi Os was a piece of cake. Holy shit. Plz la, not easy @ all can. Anw, I'm mentally prepared t retake it nxt yr. & I think if I don't get A1, I deserve it somehow. I deserve a wake up call, a slap in th face for ever treatin chi as an unimpt subj tht is.
Juz as xpected, th msg I was desperately wishin + waitin for nvr came, aha.
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008;6:54 PM
Chalet discussion was cancelled fer th day. Intended t study for tmr's Chi Os but ended up sleepin, eff. Headin down t doc lata. Hope everyth'd be fine + no injections plz. I'm so hella nervous abt tmr la, pffs. Anw, told JYan abt my future husb I dreamt of ystd & she kept laffin @ my future machold{try figurin out wht this means} husb la! D: But I felt v.blissful in my dream tho, yes, very (;Coz I knw how I feel abt you now.
I reeaaally hope I'd receive th text I'm desperately wishin for
But I highly doubt I'll receive anyth from you.
Did you realise I'd always do xceptionally well for you?
Whether I receive anyth from you tdy, I'd still do my best for tmr.
I can't believe I've left th examination hall juz last month but now I'm re-enterin it agn t take my 'O's.
I reeaaally hope I'd receive th text I'm desperately wishin for
But I highly doubt I'll receive anyth from you.
Did you realise I'd always do xceptionally well for you?
Whether I receive anyth from you tdy, I'd still do my best for tmr.
I can't believe I've left th examination hall juz last month but now I'm re-enterin it agn t take my 'O's.
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Monday, November 3, 2008;5:49 PM
Had trial Phy SPA & it was bad, quite v.terrible ); Was so lost @ th lab & Mr Lee seems t scribble smth on his paper everytime he walk ovr t my side, hmm /: Anwayz, lookin forward t ECG tmr yay, + no mre HMT lessons from now on, wheeehoooeee ;P 'O' lvl chi's juz on Wed yet I'm not th least bit prepared. Seriously don't think I'd do too well D: Lunched w/ San. & Dbr aft sch {really sry abt mistakin er, haha, yknw, L0l} Walked arnd + xplored a lil thn trained w/ Dbr. Suggested t take all th way t JE thn back agn but somehow on th way we decided t go SPoly t take a look ha. Yes, we went & I saw my dream sch. Havin said tht, it was a huge disappointment for me . & somehow, I don't feel like goin Polys anymre /: Th lifestyle of th students thr, it's juz..so different from wht we're xperiencin here D: Goin t head down t mre JCs & Polys over this hols & I hope I'd be able t make up my mind thn,
JC or Poly.
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It's goin t be either or.
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It's goin t be either or.
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Sunday, November 2, 2008;8:20 PM
I knw this sounds insane, but I desperately wish t :
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Put braces agn hoy!
Anw, was supposed t make choir tee on Sat w/ Apple & Dbr but SHui was still feelin unwell so went t IMM w/ parents instead. Really muz get well asap ok apple ; 6days MC, my. Apples are supposed t be healthy fruits ok ;P Yeh, & quarreled w/ dad on Fri night till 1am ovr money matters, ha. Shockin, but true. But we're fine now :D
& i've got bad neews, reeaaally bad neews pertainin P6.1 chalet. Dor. called juz t inform me tht she was unable t book th chalet. & now we're conferin t discuss th alternatives. Anyone who knws of any chalets which are still available durin Dec plz plz plz tell me ok. Much appreciated (;
P6 Chalet plannin on Tue aft sch thn goin down personally t make payment for chalet yay!
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Put braces agn hoy!
Anw, was supposed t make choir tee on Sat w/ Apple & Dbr but SHui was still feelin unwell so went t IMM w/ parents instead. Really muz get well asap ok apple ; 6days MC, my. Apples are supposed t be healthy fruits ok ;P Yeh, & quarreled w/ dad on Fri night till 1am ovr money matters, ha. Shockin, but true. But we're fine now :D& i've got bad neews, reeaaally bad neews pertainin P6.1 chalet. Dor. called juz t inform me tht she was unable t book th chalet. & now we're conferin t discuss th alternatives. Anyone who knws of any chalets which are still available durin Dec plz plz plz tell me ok. Much appreciated (;
P6 Chalet plannin on Tue aft sch thn goin down personally t make payment for chalet yay!
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