FAILED. Fail, fail, fail. K, go on laugh.

Screwed P.Chem test. It was supposed t be easyyy. MCQ & fill in th blacks, how hard can it get? 4 choose 1. F(lunk). Retest on Sat, wish me luck peepo, I'll pass th next time right? Tell me, tell me it's a yes {: Anywayzx, random, geog project was beautifully crafted out. Right S.O.GA.B ? {: I lost my darn phone cable so pictos t be uploaded another time k? (:

& this is t TWINNIE : Lunch tgt soon lah k. Been 2mnths since we last went out. MY like crazy. Sry I keep turnin down+ postponin our lunch dates cos of sch acti + tests. So much t tell you lah twin, lunch soon lunch soon! K? ♥

When you're tryin too hard. You seriously don't hafta. Cos th outcome'd still be th same.



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When it all become a passe.

Happened t browse through valentine notes, presents by precious friends & graduate gift from last year. I almost spilled uncontrollably, not jokin k. Really beautiful memories they were. You claimed tht I don't treasure you as much as I cherish her. But all th same, I nvr wanted t lose you, i nvr did. I hope you knw this, yknw who you are. I might've appeared t like her mre but tht doesn't mean I don't love you right? Somehow, perhaps you've overheard some stuffs I commented but even th best of friends can't like each another 100%. If you must knw, th wonderful memories we shared, (at least I think they were are) all locked up in a secret compartment in my heart (; T accumulate them or t leave them t fade , it's up t you.

K, now, it's time t movee on.



To *****Y

I've nvr experienced hatred as great as towards you.
My emotions fluctuate w/ accords t your actions.
I lost my composure & started flarin @ others.
Vulgarities, violence, they surfaced w/o meanin t.

Ystd, it occured t me tht @ th end of my sec sch life &
whn i look back, would I still h8 you or would I just laugh @ my own attitude & regret?
I don't deny I used t h8 you sincerely notwithstanding, all this while I've always wished we could rewind back t th past.

Friendship, trouble&secrets sharin, hand holdin & all; relive those beautiful moments.
You were a friend w/ a place in my heart & hearts in my phone contact.
Your contact's still in my phone & I desperately wish I could insert th heart beside your name.
Love admist hatred. I'll add those hearts beside your name once again right? (;
Promise me I'll.

Bcos thr was once love, thr's hatred.

Wht if I say I have managed t overlook our hatred, would you believe me? {: I really do. I tried smilin @ you tdy, i really did try.Th next time I promise I'd smile @ you from th bottom of my heart.


Wrote an entire para of rants abt you but scrunched it & discarded it. Printed your photos but only drew a stickwoman of you & scribbled on it & reduced it t pieces.

Rmb love, forget hatred (; I'll rmb tht.



Now i understand why peepo like you like t glare @ others so much & scan peepo from top t toe cos i had a GREAT time glarin @ you ystd. I have your pictos printed everywhr, ready t snip them t pieces whenever i like. & hell knws wht I'm intendin t do w/ your photo. Evil smirk*

I tried my best.





STOP & STARE? I'd rather you STOP staring, t be exact, GLARE.


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I'm focused but I'm losin control D:

P.Phy test tdy was quite horrendously done despite all th revisions /: Grr. Now tht i think back abt it, i'll still feel tht pang of remorse ,hopelessness & IDK wht. I did study but my performance was equivalent t when i didn't study. Or was i simply not suited w/ this sub? Gah. Now i understand how Dawn felt th other time, cos i feel it too now D:But surely i can't expect t soar t an A from a F9 right? I'll take a step each time & everytime i make sure i fail less (: GREAT. Grant me a 9.5/10 upon 25. Tht's all i wish for. Just tht bare minimal.Pinning all my hopes on tmr's E.Maths test. I wouldn't say i'm extremely good @ it. Got a C in fact but still, better than P.Phy right? :P

Sometimes trying your best isn't good enough. Be the best, don't just try your best. Tell me, tell me it'd be ok. 1 failure don't mean tht much, only tht we knw it actu do.


Extremely bored so did some quizzes from BlogThings.

You Are Rock

Powerful and overbearing, you intimidate people with your presence. People know they can't push you around, and they respect that. Deep down, you are calm, confident, and unmovable. You take everything pretty seriously, and you think deeply about all aspects of your life. You tend to feel smothered by paper people. You don't mind crushing the spirit of a scissors person. When you fight, you: Use all of your strength If someone makes you mad: You're likely to throw something at them

You'll Find Love at School or Work

You're ambitious, and you won't let dating get in the way of your goals And that's why you'll find love at school or work... because you're always there Shy about dating someone you work with? Don't be. He'll be perfect for you. Just make sure to go out and have some fun together every once and a while!

You Are 58% Manic

You are definitely super charged, and your energy is infectious! Your mania is something to be proud of. You wouldn't be you without it. Just make sure not to give into that self destructive streak of yours.

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is very physical. Your facial expressions or spot on imitations of people are hilarious.

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Your Greed Quotient: 43%

You are somewhat greedy, but your greed is probably a healthy motivator. Wanting nice things is normal, as long as it doesn't take over your life.

A day out w/ GA.B.S. A lil disappointment tho /: Didn't exactly turn out as fun as expected but still, it's always GREAT t go out w/ them lah ;D Th next outin would only be aft CT aww. But ok, at least i get t spend more time w/ BestFriend :P Got sunburnt & i looked as red as a lobster, as quoted by GA now so peepo, try t avoid physical contact w/ me as much as possible k? Alrighty, offf t spend some quality time w/ BestFriend now.

Till th next time (:



This is absolutely random. I have so much t rant abt tht it all eventually reduced t nothin t post abt. Books & studies are my current BestFriend. I hope you won't disappoint me this time round, BestFriend. Make me fall in love w/ you over & over again irresistably w/ you.

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard. You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights. Like everyone else, you have your darker moods. But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Things i'm doing / intendin t do @ th current :

1. Motivate self
2. Get over th sheer regret of ystd's 'O' Lvl Chi Oral D:
3. Complete as much hwk as possible
4. Study + revise fer tests
5. Complete lvl in Diner Dash

O didn't come t sch tdy as she went fer some blood test & we received a relatively bad news halfway thru sch. & th followin shall be dedicated t our beloved O :

You finally got your dream come true my dear O, but of course this ain't smth any of us oughta rejoyce abt. So you beta get well ASAP ( i mean it ) & be by our side & rant t us how much you hate sch & stuffs. But meantime, do take lotszx of care alrighty? We'll miss you & we knw you will miss us too lahorh? We'd always be available if you need any help in your studies or whtever k? I'll keep you & your family in my prayers. Wishin you & your family speedy covery ♥ Oranges are supposed t be healthy fruits ok?


! Attention t all haters, get ready your champagne for ChongJiaHui wouldn’t be in sch tmr. I can hear your cheers, you don’t hafta see my face fer tht day, neither do i /: Can rest my eyes from ugly sights of peepo who’re a sore t my eyes. But of course, i’d miss all good friends ;D & *****. Hah. O & i fell ill @ th same time, hah, wht coincidence aye? Body temp was abt th same as well. In fact i’m rather happy i fell ill despite all th aches here & thr. I knw i sound a lil outta my mind but seriously, longer time t complete hwk & t study fer tests+longer sleep time. Wht i needed most @ th current. Long weekend fer me & even whn i return t sch on tue, sch commences @ 8.50. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

All Jeans Day was O-K tho I’d prefer if thr were no lessons fer th day la :P Youth Day Cele was not too bad either, but I didn’t got t enjoy cos of my throbing head & aches here & thr. But it was really an eye-opener, seeing th other side of tchers apart from sch hours, really ENTERTAINING ;D Anywayzx, thanks ZY fer th PSP (: No DJ MAX but Diner Dash did just as fine. TY.

I swear whn i was experiencin everyth tdy, i had you on my mind, really. But it’s ok now ;D


Someday when th World stops spinning & th sky drops, it's most prob going t be my fault again.

I'm more or less alright alr. Everytime i'd say this then th next day it'll relapse again /: Everyth i do, it's always always always wrong. I'm supposed t be all saintly & stuffs. I can't be angry, i can't scold anyone when i'm angry, i can't scold any vulgarities, i can't speak too loudly t anyone etc. I'm supposed t behave like a robot. My fault lah k. Everyth just blame it on me. Tell me wht t do. Write me out a list on how t behave. Do i need t help you lick your ass spick & span aft you shit? Pardon me for such uncouth language. Go on, gossip, say jiahui's changed, she's trying t act cool, WHTEVER.

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