I didn't realize the your importance and significance till today.

When the fear of losing you eternally strikes me lik a tidal of waves.

We were genetically programmed to find each another,

you had practically integrated into my everyday life.

I cannot imagine a day without you.

One does not love breathing, till the fear of not being able to breathe.

Please promise you'll stay w me forever through.

I might've took you for granted.

I lost you once, 

this is my last chance to make things right.

But, I did make sacrifices for you once things started going astray.

Just to spend a lil more time w you.

Many asked if it was worth it.

I told'em, to trade for a second chance,everything was worth it.

But now, whatever happened?

I wish I could possess more faith as I once did.

But I'm uncertain about this.

Promise me,

You'll stay on and never leave me.

I still need and rely on you alot as I've always did.

We've gone so far,

I've learnt so much from you,

tears and joy,

I've been through'em all.

I wish to scale greater heights w you,

please don't turn your back on me now.

Don't leave.

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This entire chunk dedicated to :

Chinese 'O's tmr. I don't hafta emphasis on how nervous I'm, do I?

Others hav their first try tmr,

while it's my last );

Hands trembling slightly, my legs felt lik jell-o , 

stomach pinched w apprehension, 

heart beating at an abnormally fast rate I thought I could easily collapse w heart attack.

Flood me w luck and more luck people.

I live by'em :)

I'm so going to sleep at 9pm today! ;)

& don't be surprised if I behave lik yet another drunkard tmrw,

acting as though the world's coming to an end.

Because to me, it's more or less the same.

The commence of the papers are equivalent to the tym my world stops spinning.

So many songs to represent my current feelings & emotions,
so I shan't bother listing'em all.

I behaved lik a drunkard for the entire day.
Thks to those who've tolerated.
I still am one now.
I'll get over it and live :)
I promise.
Face up to reality.

+ my body's been itching all over since ystd night from my v.first strand of hair on my head to my toenail );
Was awoken due to this 2times in the night to shower again.
I wonder if it's some fatal disease I've contracted.
I hope it's ;P
Ok, maybe not, ha!

I felt lik clarifying things, asking those close w you, those who'll know the details.
But I changed my mind,
bcos I don't think I'd lik to hear what's defying my wishes to hear,
judging from the present situation things are going,
it's most likely gna be.
Thus, I avoided.
So I'll be able to continue clinging on to that glimpse of hope as long as the truth's not revealed yet.

Alrighto!
Back to sketching :)

Be optimistic.

!

+ I feeeeel lik picking up sketching.

I'll draw the utmost captivating scenes of life :)

;D

Ever experienced being able to think through smth?

To learn how to let go?

It feels absolutely terrifically blitheful alright! :D

I'm perfectly fine now :)

I should be gracious and be sincerely happy! :D

I tell myself I'm happy.

I'm happy,

I'm happy,

I'm happy!

Happy for you.

Very happy for you.

Sooo v.happy for you.

One moment,

 I'm thigh slapping hyper, running arnd energized, bouncing away w laughters.

The other,

stomping feet like some whiny kids, asking why things turned out this way?

IN A JUBILANTLY ECSTATICALLY HAPPY MOOD NOW!

+ I just leveled up in Restaurant City :)
Still a apprentice noob though /:
But I'm going to work on it alright! ;P

Can't stop smiling ever since I completed my Chi Paper1 tdy :)
Spare the embarrassment of my pen flying out of my hand while I was scribbling my essay, the day was pretty much enjoyable :)
+ I realized I really do quite lyk sitting for chi mock papers, esp. in MPH :D
Conducive environment, seriously.

Off,
to URA,
long dued :X

p.s. Received graduation tee 've ordered, not the most fashionly designed clothe you'd expect, but at least I thought it's smth all graduates of 2009 oughto buy :)

I know, so pretty right! :D

I'm so falling in love w flowers now.

Balloons?

So history! Haha.

C'mon all girls love flowers alright :)

I just started late k.

I was so surprised I'd come across this photo,

cos it was exactly what I'd described to Jol. & others about colorful rainbow flowers! :D

Tuition's cancelled for th day, just as I wished it'd be, haha.

Chinese paper2 back tmr, urgfh.

+ Oral.

BLESS ME, WISH ME LUCK OK!

OKAY! :D

P.s. I'm hook onto Korean songs nowadays! ;)

IT'S A SILVER ;)
For Napfa.
After retaking my shuttle run for umpteen tyms, cause I was short of 1mark for silver.
Thanks Mrs Goh for letting me retake so many times alright! :D

Got silver for both my first and last year taking napfa :)
I didn't get my desired gold though, but I suppose it's alright.
Reckon my 2.4 CMI anyhow, haha.

+ there's so many holidays coming up :)
Great ! ;D

Anw ;

NE National Builder Game was super kilo mega giga fun alright!
Can still rmb th last tym I played was pri6.
When th tchrs scared us, saying that we'd not be able to promote to sec1 if we failed this quiz :X

Rushed to Orchard w HQ & JYan at 12.40pm aftersch today to get HQ's mother's day present & rushed back for elective supp at 2pm.
I think we rocked,
cause everyone was shell-shocked when we told'em we went to Orchard aftersch then back for supp,
cause we were all still punctual for supp ;D
JYan was early even, for her Hist supp :)

P.s. I think to receive a bouquet of assorted types of flowers of each&every color's really sweet & pretty!
I'd be sososooo exhilarated if I were to receive it la!
This idea was thought up randomly while planning for my mother's day present.
But too bad she doesn't lyk flowers la, AYE! /:

It's not the first time I acknowledge this.

Yet time and again I refused to believe.

Don't ask me if I'm exasperated, because what I'm feeling now's beyond description.

So much so it bore tears.

You don't know how much two words, ThankYou means.

Even if you don't say it, 

you should never have said 'really hated'

Our intention afterall was simple and clear cut, for you to be happy.

The others won't feel the impact, because it was me who got hurt.

Alright, I'll steer clear from these plannings once and all.

I was plain dumb all along.

Laughs at self pitifully*

For a start, Chinese MYE was awfully horrible );
I won't be surprised if I barely scrape through.
Really really! :X
What happened?
Chinese has been a subj of my least worry for my 13years of living.
What happened now? );
Me fretting over whether I'm even able to pass Chinese?
This is not acceptable ok Jiahui, I'm telling you.
This is !S-E-R-I-O-U-S.
Better find a remedy asap I tell you.

Anw;

Restaurant Cuty @ FB is highly addictive.
Much more addictive than drugs/cigarretes :)
{not that 've tried'em ever before}
You just can't stop playing ;)

+ I'm going to lead a life of a humble peasant for the days to come till after june hols.
've got so many things to buy :

1. Mother's day present
2. Father's day present
3. Daddymommy wedding anniversary present
4. Two/Three Birthday presents
5. Get my yellow NUM bag :)

They sum up to more than $300 ok! /:

It's ok, I'll survive on fresh air & water ;)