Tummy ache was hella pain in sch tdy. Couldn't even stand for a few moments. But i muz really thank those who helped me etc. , really THANKYOUU. Wouldn't have survived w/o ur help (;







Really really apologetic 4 everyth on Fri people. I knw a few people are aware I was upset since Tue & tried t make my day only t end up gettin scolded & ignored by me. Now tht I reflected back @ th week, I realised I've been a lil off, in fact very, muckin up a gr8 fuss outta someth quite so history. A day supposedly t be an extraordinarily jovial day of mine yet I made it a grim 1 instead /x Nonetheless, I still want all th pres. k! Don't throw'em away! :D & I sincerely, truly like & appreciate all th gifts, cards & wishes k. & lastly, not forgettin, those who encouraged,consoled me & sticked by my side despite everyth. Some were mre of a lecture & I can tell y'all are irritated cos I juz keep refusin t believe whtever y'all said & kept refutin, L0l, but thr were a handful which I think were really gd & sobreized me. I'll always rmb, optimism will always be greater > pessimism [:







Realised how Sept. is sucha horrible month? Layman issue, milk powder, screwed up oral, commence of EOY, everyth's just HORRID. But it's ok, I'll still fake a smile tmr {: @ least thr's NETB ! ;D

I don't believe in special treatment from others just bcos it's supposed t be a significant day of yours. I don't think I'd hafta seem any happier than th rest of th days juz bcos it's 'your' day. I don't believe in makin wishes durin bdae, whn only you yourself can fulfil your own dreams. Why people enjoys bdae so much is not smth I pretend t understand, bcos t me, it's yet a yr I've wasted. Sry, I have no feelin abt tmr. I don't feeel like cele. bcos I think it's nth worth rejoycin abt, why not spend ur day doin mre fulfillin stuffs such as revisin 4 EOY instead of wastin ur time cele. smth so puny?







Sch was super slack tdy, seems like th entire day was free period lah, but i like! L0l. K, nth much t say actu. E.Maths test tmr, gah. Gna fail it, seriously, sark in th chpt lah, but I knw M.L's gna let me off cos..xD L0l. Tell y'all next time k. Passed 'vonne her XTREMELY belated present, hope ya liked it 'vonne (; & I'm most prob. goin for th world choral festival thing tgt w/ Dbr, SH & Aloy this dec, tho I'd be missin th first 5-6 days if i were t go /: But still, happy, L0l. Studyin tgt w/ mateY tmr aft sch {:

& I've recently adopted a new way of irritatin peepo, tht is t insert ALOT of smileys in a msg, L0l, yes, like this :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D











Netballzxzx was uber fun t th max & we played game but both teams ended up tiein w/ a score of 0-0. L0lzxzx. Thn it started t rain so went back t class. Was early for A.Maths tdy, & we were waitin for MS WOO lorhzxzx. Thn I started irritatin Dbr by drinkin all th water she refilled from water cooler, hah. & I manage t finish'em all. 1 LITRE ok. Trigo was mre fun in A.Maths thn in E.Maths but still, DK how t do lah, grr /:

Received back result slip. Well, computed th results myself be4hand so everyth was within expectation. Furthermre, th results displayed in th result slip was solely CT results. Thought they're gna moderate eng results but they din, so I still failed lah, tskk.

& ever wondered how tchrs compute th overall results for all 3terms? Seems tht almost everyone made improvements xcept me. Unfair canszxzx. Was complainin 'bout it th entire day. My L1R5 results for CT was almost half of wht was stated in th result slip for Sem1 yet thr was no improvements in L1R5 overall thus far whereas a handful of th rest whose L1R5 slipped from wht they've previously achieved last Sem's overall L1R5 improved (if maintain still quite acceptable but is IMPROVED leh wlau). WTH. So bloody unfair lorh. I'm complainin cos CT's my only hope t pull up my overall L1R5 & yet thr's still no improvements. EOY's goin t be worse k. Think my L1R5's goin t hit 30 @ th end of th yr. & thruout th day I hafta come up w/ excuses t allow myself t ride over this issue.










A V.HAPPY B'DAE T 'VONNE ♥ Loveya. May all wishes come true for this exceptionally significant day of yours since you're finally qualified M(ature)18 (; Presents'd be belated & I'm sry we didn't really had a proper cele. w/ you. But we'll have one decent one on Sun k. Lunched w/ 'vonne aft sch, super honoured lah. Planned out a revision timetable. Hope we'd stick w/ our plan, hee. Cause I always don't. Thks 'vonne for takin care of me just now anw. Appreciated. Lookin forward t C.Geog tmr, cause it means sittin w/ BFF, crappin, laughin, & not payin attention D:

Tuesdays are th most beautiful day of th week.



Sometimes, I feel I don't belong t anywhr @ all.

Carry me tgt w/ th wind, t whr I truly belong, & I wish th place is called heaven.



You can win everyth in life but you can nvr defeat death. We're all losers in th v.end.

Gawddd. Hols are endin really soon & knw wht, I didn't go out w/ any of my girls w/ an intention t stay @ home t complete my hols hwk but guess wht, I DIDN'T GO OUT, NEITHER DID I DO MY HOLS HWK. GREAT, just great. Sept. was th most wasted hols. ever this yr, really. & i just realised I forgot everyth i learnt in sch for th past 3 terms. MY. Seriously, everyth. Ok, don't panic. I shall just activate plan B. Complete hols hwk by TMR NOON ( furthermre, completin th hols hwk is priority right ;D ), others, we'll just leave it till sch reopen. I'm still in my hols. mood lah, grr. 2 WEEKS ALR ! Btr start switchin back t school-in mode else I can forget 'bout even sittin for EOY.






Everyone's prefect in my eyes, bcos I've nvr seen imperfection like myself before. Everyone's love bcos I've nvr experienced hatred so greatly towards anyone but self.


If this world makes you crazy, & you're takin all you can bend, just call me up, bcos yknw I'll be thr.


Like a stretchable rubber band, everyone's brain capacity has its own limit & personally I really feel I have stretched my brain to its maximum capacity and every exam period I struggle. I really do, struggling so hard just t cram fcts into my brain. I'm aware tht I'm a slow learner & I won't deny it. It took me a yr in lower sec t learn Chem & 6mnths t learn Algebra whereas others have scooted so far ahead of me. I'm just tryin to push my limits for tht A & I fear one day I'll snap and break under pressure. I gave up on myself and studies, t give myself a reason t perform poorly. Tht's not th way, I knw. Call me someone who refuses to eat bcos thr's a probability of chokin. I'm definite I'll nvr enroll for a JC, bcos I knw I wouldn't be able t cope. Luck permitted me t scrape thru CT2 but I knw, I'd nvr be as lucky as I was in CT2.

& th whole world(choir rm) is filled w/ love tonight(ystd noon).

I'm gna say this once & for all, SCREW ASK&LEARN. Sod it. If it's a chunk of livin thing I'd have gladly strangled it t death or smth. It's hell k. Squeezing my brain juices out just t think of a para of rebuts. But thanks SQ for keepin me company all this while (; Credited & appreciated. I shall return back t hell now & resume my torments agn. 


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I realize ,

in every f/s, thr's bound t be like & dislike, you can't always like your friend totally right. I believe like & dislike coexist in every f/s. But whn dislike's > like it gradually evolve t hatred but whn like > dislike, we say, it's love. Whn dislike = like, it's indifferent.


Photos grabbed from SH, apple (;

P.s. I have no idea how th Ask&Learn thing function, tskk. I knw I knw, noob.

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