Wednesday, December 23, 2009;3:55 PM
Back from camp! :-)
Slept for 17hours straight aft returning home
& ended up missing outing w the girls! :X
Camp was not bad but hate the showering part ttm.
( But only 2nd compared to TPRAWKS!♥
Missed KaiWen frm TP darn v.much somehow IDK why)
Somedays I'm SO irritated I don't even bother showering
Juz rinsed w water & I think I stinked.
3rd day played water war & GLs started playing w mud.
EEEEEEEEEEW I know.
I had some all arnd my whole body plz.
But highlight was when some of us ton the whole night ton the whole night to play mahjhong.
Like darn ironic plz.
Play mahjhong during religious camp :X
But the only 5 of us were survivors while the rest of the ppl in camp went to slp alrd.
4 were frm my Grp somemore, YAY!
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Sunday, December 13, 2009;5:20 PM
Deleted previous post cuz I realized I like you lesser than I thought :-)
Working @ G2000, J8 currently.
Really pathetically lil working hours like 4-8hours per day )-:
Somedays whn thr's lil customers they'll tell me to go home early somemore! )-:
but I'm fine for this month cuz I'm busy w voluntary work, outings & camp max );
Didn't even wanta work for dec initially so it's a bonus now I've managed to find one :-)
But I'm wondering what I should do tmrw since it's my off day + only have 1shift for voluntary work.
Initially I was DARN upset w working schedule on 1st day of work cuz I don't even have tym for friends, family & myself.
But now I think I'm working too lil, hmm.
Shall find 2nd job aft xmas whn voluntary work ends this xmas :-)
But I muz admit I'm still a green horn @ G2000, can't find stocks etc.
& I still feel DARN guilty for making customers wait SO LONG, get pissed & all )-:
I suck @ product info too! )-:
GAHHHHH.
Like DK how to do everyth! )-:
But still, I'll wish upon stars tonight for Sentosa to accept my application.
Plz, plz, plzzz )-:
&,
wishing upon stars are SO NOT childish ok! :-P
Labels: Keep trying
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Monday, December 7, 2009;1:29 PM
“ Be careful what you wish for.
Because it might just come true.
But in a totally twisted and unfavorable way.
I had my fair share. ”
I am free everyday now.
I can sleep from 12am to 2pm.
I wished for it.
I got it.
Kinda very tired of the happenings recently.
Not physically but mentally.
I.NEED.TO.CHANGE.MY.EFFING.ATTITUDE
Let’s just hope LUGE Sentosa will accept me.
Really wish to work there SO VERY MUCH! :)
But anw, I feel like gng temple weekly to just sit there to meditate or whatsoever.
Enjoy the serenity there! ;D
I feel like doing voluntary & missionary work too.
In search of one now.
Should I do Salvation Army? :)
So maybe someday you’ll see me asking for donation on the streets! :D
I think I’ve changed to become more attached to religious stuff.
Because I realize,
there’s no other places like home :)
Where I ALWAYS seek refuge in when I encounter problems outside.
So well, maybe like the others say,
this incident could’ve been a blessing in disguise :)
I really hope so.
Should I go back to apologize?
But how do I muster that courage.
Sometimes, there are things in life which far surpasses money alone.
I finally understand.
Labels: Miserable
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Friday, December 4, 2009;10:21 AM
Been so hectic w work nowadays I’m so isolated from the cyber world );
Finally, tdy, I've got 30min usage of com.
Hrm, how pathetic can this get?!
'O's I still get to use 20min every now a day lor! );
Cuz
I only take off days whenever I'm gng out only.
I don't even take off days for myself to rest! );
Anw,
As a result, I didn’t check AFROGREEN’s blog/facebook grp to see thr was dinner on 27th!! );
I was working then lor!
Can TOTALLY kill myself for that );
No wonder I saw Sean & Wilson from TPRAWKS!! at ION Orchard that day! );
But I didn’t say hi though.
I juz lowered my head & walked away quickly :X
Shy mah :D
Will upload pictos someday ok! :D
Think I’m the last who haven’t even upload prom pictos, :X
Labels: Take a break ; kit kat
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