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Wednesday, April 29, 2009;6:53 PM

I'm only bestowed one last chance.

Others have two.

I didn't know how scared I was till today, when they told me.

I finally saw fear in my eyes & sensed fear in self.

Chinese exam tomorrow.

Please, give me confidence for upcoming Chinese 'O's.

Haven't been behaving like my usual self nowadays, what's wrong? :/

Labels: Days grew longer and nights grew shorter

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009;7:56 PM

太阳下山明早依旧爬上来
花儿谢了明年还是一样的开

Life's never always a bed of roses.
I was plunged all the way to the thorns of the roses sometime back and had myself pricked badly.
But I know, someday, the roses will blossom again.

There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I, I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
That sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Labels: Keeps getting better

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009;9:51 PM

RAN.

For 4km.

I know it's a billions of blistering barnicles to see me trotting.

But, I did.

To cease emotional/psychological pain w physical pain.

I've always thought I've exerted self-discipline & efforts equivalent to all those around me already, perhaps even trying harder.

But why does it seems that regardless of how much I try, I'm just going to remain many notches undercut of others? :/

It's only human to aim for perfection.

But everytime I try, I fail terribly badly, causing grave disappointment in self.

Tell me, what to do.

I remain inferior.

My efforts equate to nothing ; others didn't have to raise a finger to be superior.

I stick out like a sore thumb.

Just like the longest finger of your hand.

In case you don't know,

yes, the third finger.

Just admit it lah, I suck.

Don't hafta constantly remind me what I'm incapable of.

Labels: Run baby run

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009;7:21 PM

CHOIR SYF'09 in 2days time ;)

SYF faster arrive alrights!

Quick, quickkk!

I'm v.much looking forward to it alr! ;)

Bounce & hops arnd excitedly*

Updates on Deborah Orange's birthday celebration ;

The picture shall speak for themselves k.

Some cannot be rotated & I didn't bother trying using photoshop or whatsoever,

so you do hafta tilt your head :)

Prettiest cake ever saw by any of us from Secret Recipe

Elephantine in size too.

Could've easily fed the entire class, probably w leftovers even!

I think deborah looks nice in the photo below, yes?

Yes lahhhh! Laugh Out Loud!

We bought magic relighting candles to trick deborah, haha.

Wanted to take a video of her desperate attempts to blow out all the candles but by the time we filmed it, all the candles have been blew out alr );

But it was really hilarious!

Dig in ! ;)

Delicacy from heavens ok! Haha.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Labels: Send in a lil more luck and well wishes

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Friday, April 10, 2009;2:33 PM

Watch phone ;)

Cool right? :)

Anw, my phone's officially proclaimed dead on Tuesday, & I actually cried over it on Wednesday.

Yes, untimely.

At least that's what I thought initially.

But apparently, not really, haha.

Cause it's still the same w or without my phone :X

Seriously, lyk I can even cry for a non-living thing, UH?

Even to the extent of doing stupid things in a desperate attempt to resuscitate it, laugh out loud!

Dumb to the maximum.

But during the process of searching for a spare phone, I actually found many other stuffz I thought I've long lost, lyk my school tie, laugh out loud!

I was told that many of my classmates who owned phones from Nokia XpressMusic Series,

which I call,

couple phones of mine,

spoilt theirs long since.

I take this as a complement k :)

Because it implies that I've been managing my phone pretty well alr! ;)

HOHO ;P

But phone, my only wish from you is to get repaired, get back into good shape & working conditions asap ok.

I think I'm still highly dependent & used to you alr, {really(?)}, haha

Thanks so much ShiHui 'ple for lending me your family's spare phone for this 2weeks & KYang ddy for 'salvaging' on wednesday, haha ;)

I reallyreally lyk ;

Labels: Have been losing so much time

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Saturday, April 4, 2009;8:25 PM

I thought I could maintain the cheeriness & happiness I once felt previously,
BUT NO.
The journey gets bumpier and tougher as life goes on.

But please,
jiahui,
regardless of what happens, look on the brighter side of life.
The grass over the other side's so much greener, the world so much more radiant & beautiful.
Quit living in this grim mono color misery of yours, no matter how tough things are/appear to be,
PLEASE.
It's my only request of you for now and forever more.
Notice how there are so many other people out there suffering from mishaps yet live life so optimistically and bravely.

The most devastating thing in life is not leading a lousy life but having a lousy attitude towards life.

Bite the bullet and brace up.

P.s. I think my blog song's really melodious & lyrical ! ;)
Do listen ok! :D

Any despondency ends right here right now this week k jiahui :)

Labels: Fell a thousand way too deep

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