Saturday, April 19, 2008;12:51 PM
IT HURTS. So much that i'm pretty much numb & emotionless these few days.
My body's achinqq from top to toe. How bad could it qet? My head's achinqq, my heart's achinqq, my stomache's achinqq, my limbs are achinqq. EVERYTHING just seemed to be crashinqq down at once. IDT i can take it anymore /: NONE of my emotions are true or sincere from deep within my heart nowadays. Or rather, my heart's in such qreat pain it can no lonqer feel anythinqq anymore. i don't wanto continue beinqq sucha cranky & qrumpy ladyee, scoldinqq my dearests. UH? Despicable aye? I knw. The feelinqq SUCKS TO THE CORE.
Have you ever felt your heart was breakinqq, lookinqq down at the road you should be takinqq. I should've known cos i loved i lost the day you decided to walk out of my like {/3
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