You're not the only one qettinqq hurt in this all this time my dear. In fact i'm the one who's hurt most. You have the others by your side whereas i was left alone all this while, i was only left w/ my pillow to scream,shout & wail to. I was the one who was scolded b**** in front of public and on website, feelinqq backstabbed and cheated when you lied to me it was somebody else. When all this while i was still feelinq bad fer pickinq up the dispute w/ you the other time but at least now i'm proud of myself that i faced my feelings and settled everything w/ you FACE-TO-FACE and not anywhere else. I ain't anqry, that's fer sure, i have no authority to be. I ain't blaminq anyone fer this estranqed relationship. It takes 2 hands to clap & i acknowledqe that i am in the wronq in a way or another. I did try to mend back this relationship, i tried to talk, but to no avail. I'm sure you felt the same way riqhto? It miqht be bacause we're protectinq ourselves, preventinq ourselves from qettinqq hurt by the other party once aqain. Sorry, i tried my best my dear.