Disappointed. Esp in self.

IDK why I've seemed t give up on my studies. Indeed I had. These few days I've been wondering, why push myself t such extreme stress when I'm just junk who'd nvr make it. I think trash like me oughta be sent t th incineration centre & leave t burn & rot. W/ such holy shitty results like mine, I'm sure you'd feel likewise. Whn I do well, people say it's solely exam luck but whn I fail, people snicker & mock @ me. Ain't pessimistic, just realistic. I don't see why I should constantly come up w/ an excuse for self. I am trash, I knw. If I pull th overall grade of 3G down, I'd gladly leave & transfer t other sch, drop out or whtsoever.

I'm so tired of giving myself chances over & over agn only t fail myself yet agn.

Happiness is not as great w/o you by my side.

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