by th Click Five. I sincerely wish th above will nvr happen durin exams. But I think it still would.
T me, failin EOY is not juz abt myself. Rather, it th people whom I failed times & agn, parents, tchrs, tuition tchrs & perhaps t a certain extent, friends. They were by my side all this while, encouragin me, motivatin me, givin me all they could yet I couldn't give'em anyth back in return. Th time they dedicated t teachin me, they could've spent'em mre fulfillin & fruitfully yet they painstakingly took time out t coach me & yet i still
fail.
REALLY. I'M PISSED. WITH MYSELF.
I feel really bad whn people encouraged me despite everyth, esp. my really adorable tuition tchrs who constantly reassured me I
WON'T fail. But of course, I, me, myself, know it best.
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I'm
hopeless.Days & nights I'm picturin th scene of th return of scripts, th dissapointed faces on tchr's faces upon readin my name, th tears tht shall fall upon seein my own results etc. It's horrifyin & mortifyin t have ur name t be announced for deprovement. But I und. tht's reality. I will hafta face th music whn th time comes, whn every1 will mock & me & snicker @ my deprovement. I knw, but I can only accept. You have no say of things whn you're a failure.
Plz people, do me a huge favor. Leave me alone for this period of EOY, don't inquire any of my marks, & I'll leave u alone as well.