Sunday, February 8, 2009;6:54 PM
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad,
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not.
It's alright, I'm not upset or gloomy, well at least not anymore, really (: I've made up my mind alr :D I'm still gna stick w/ my initial plans of dropping HMT & my Sciences. I've even typed out th withdrawal parental letter t show my resoluteness, haha. It's indeed a pity, even up till now I still feel it, but it's alright (; Thanks for all th keen & earnest advices people, I've considered all your advices, but this is still my ultimate decision after rationalizing w/ myself. Hopefully I won't regret it bah? Bcoz I realize I seriously can't cope & perhaps dropping would enable me t concentrate on other subjects which are mre relevant t me. Everyone went 'glad yknw' whn I pointed out t'em how I've always tried t climb so high in life, taking up pure & HMT but end up dropping all of'em at th v.last & crucial lap, but it's alright.
Sometimes, losing is a form of gaining :D
Dropping doesn't mean learning stops right? (:
I acknowledge that learning's an ongoing process in life.
I'll still study hard for tests & pay attention in classes alright.
I suppose this is th right attitude you wish t see in me? (:
I'm still aiming high for 'O's alright :D in fact, setting my targets higher (:
Dropping is not equivalent that I've given up hope, hell no.
Anw;
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY STACIA! :D
Loveya.
♥