Disappointingly demoralizing.

I made the most fundamental of mistakes one should ever make during which.
Desist the CT comparisons.

I realized how the worst of life often befalls & ensues me, and it's always me, no one else.

If I could've a wish granted right this instance, I'd migrate to Denmark {listed as world's 'happiest place on earth' with accordance to BBC news} :D

SHUTUP. You're of no authority to critic on my decision of going Poly or taking up tourism related courses. I suggest you go suck your pacifier, and shut your hell up.