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Wednesday, April 15, 2009;9:51 PM

RAN.

For 4km.

I know it's a billions of blistering barnicles to see me trotting.

But, I did.

To cease emotional/psychological pain w physical pain.

I've always thought I've exerted self-discipline & efforts equivalent to all those around me already, perhaps even trying harder.

But why does it seems that regardless of how much I try, I'm just going to remain many notches undercut of others? :/

It's only human to aim for perfection.

But everytime I try, I fail terribly badly, causing grave disappointment in self.

Tell me, what to do.

I remain inferior.

My efforts equate to nothing ; others didn't have to raise a finger to be superior.

I stick out like a sore thumb.

Just like the longest finger of your hand.

In case you don't know,

yes, the third finger.

Just admit it lah, I suck.

Don't hafta constantly remind me what I'm incapable of.

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