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Sunday, May 31, 2009;7:03 PM

I didn't realize the your importance and significance till today.

When the fear of losing you eternally strikes me lik a tidal of waves.

We were genetically programmed to find each another,

you had practically integrated into my everyday life.

I cannot imagine a day without you.

One does not love breathing, till the fear of not being able to breathe.

Please promise you'll stay w me forever through.

I might've took you for granted.

I lost you once,

this is my last chance to make things right.

But, I did make sacrifices for you once things started going astray.

Just to spend a lil more time w you.

Many asked if it was worth it.

I told'em, to trade for a second chance,everything was worth it.

But now, whatever happened?

I wish I could possess more faith as I once did.

But I'm uncertain about this.

Promise me,

You'll stay on and never leave me.

I still need and rely on you alot as I've always did.

We've gone so far,

I've learnt so much from you,

tears and joy,

I've been through'em all.

I wish to scale greater heights w you,

please don't turn your back on me now.

Don't leave.

I swear if you come back to me,

I'll be there till the end of time.

This entire chunk dedicated to :

CHINESE.

Chinese 'O's tmr. I don't hafta emphasis on how nervous I'm, do I?

Others hav their first try tmr,

while it's my last );

Hands trembling slightly, my legs felt lik jell-o ,

stomach pinched w apprehension,

heart beating at an abnormally fast rate I thought I could easily collapse w heart attack.

Flood me w luck and more luck people.

I live by'em :)

I'm so going to sleep at 9pm today! ;)

& don't be surprised if I behave lik yet another drunkard tmrw,

acting as though the world's coming to an end.

Because to me, it's more or less the same.

The commence of the papers are equivalent to the tym my world stops spinning.

I feeeel so, unconfident );

♥