A battle I can never afford to lose.
W my pride and money at stake,
hell no.
I started off w at a disadvantageous position.
Everyone else dashing so far ahead of me,
I couldn’t even detect their presence.
That’s how far I’m lagging behind.
But I wholly believe in th saying :
Play for more than you can afford to lose,
& you’ll learn how to play the game(well).
It’s not just abt playing the game,
it’s abt learning the rules of the game by heart,
& outplaying all other participants.
So I casually discarded $100.
Told me parents to take’em if I don’t reach my target for prelim2,
which I’ve increased to 10pts for L1R5.
I didn’t ask for anyth if I score within my target though,
I’ll just get my $100 back.
This is how DESPERATE I really am.
Show me,
I can be a black horse.
Belittle me however much you want,
But I hope someday I’ll be a black horse no one hav ever expected,
& outrun those red horses.
I’ll cease to exist till aft prelim2.
I’ve told my parents to charge me $1 per min of com usage.
Hope I just don’t end up sleeping, LMAO.
Prelim Sci practical started me off w a wrong foot tdy.
Hafta score 85% accuracy in theory to get A1 );
But ah well, I’m still pretty traumatized by how challenging a sci practical could get.
But now main’s focus’ still to bang on my theory :D
Eng ain’t any better either D:
Oral totally deprived me of any presentable grades D:
But I’ll still aim for the moon,
so even if I fall,
I’ll still hit the stars :D
But of course not so unrealistic to aim for an 'A' la duh.
A ‘B’ for Eng now will shoot me all th way to th moon alrd! :D
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