Feigning optimism is SO NOT my thing.
But you can see I've tried SO V.HARD already alright.
Still can't get over my sucky results just when I thought I'd );
English, was an utter disappointment
it was as though a sword pierced right through my heart,
just at the v.exact location enough to kill.
Heart pain ok.

I really tried my v.best this time,
& my best's only worth a 'C'?

You suck okay Jiahui, just go die.